I'm here for you

Part 1

A/N: Hey guys! I am actually starting my fanfic now! Hope you love! Oh, and there will be some language(: 

"It is so dang hot!'' Harry yelled, considering we were sitting by the boys' pool on a summer day. 

"Oh, sorry. Would you like me to leave?" Louis joked. He always knew how to make us laugh, even with the stupidest joke. I always went to Louis when I was having a bad day. He knew exactly what made me feel better. 

"I'm surprised Zayn didn't say that!" i yelled, laughing so hard my stomach started to hurt.

"Loryn! Shut up! I am not THAT vain!" Zayn answered, trying to defend himself.

"Yea you are" we all chorused back. Just as we said that, Zayn pulled out his mirror. We all started laughing. I loved these boys so much. I was so happy i could call them my bestfriends.

An hour later, we were still sitting by the pool. I was uncomfortable because I had to sit very awkwardly to hide my bruises that my mom and dad left on me. I wish i could tell the boys what they did to me. What was holding me back from telling them? They are my best friends, we tell each other everything! Why was this so hard for me? It was probably because they would see my other scars. The ones I left on myself. When my parents first started abusing me, i let my anger out on myself. I thought i was doing something wrong to them so I wanted to hurt myself even more. I also always got hate from the girls at school. "The boys all hate you, they just feel bad for you." or "Why are the best friends with you? You are so ugly and such a slut." The things like this bothered me, but i learned to ignore it. 

"Lolo, come get in my twitcam with me! The fans want to see your beautiful face! And so do I!" Harry yelled from the downstairs living room. i was spending the weekend with them to get away from.. you know. 

I blushed when i heard Harry say this. I always secretly had a crush on him, ever since we were little kids. I just learned to ignore, so it wouldn't get in the way of our friendship. 

"Coming, Haz! I need to look somewhat decent in front of millions of people! Just a sec. " I yelled back, while putting on my mascara and a real bra. Me and the boys were like family, we didn't feel the need to look fancy around each other. Except for Harry, of course.. I always tried to look good for him.

5 minutes later, I ran downstairs and jumped on to the couch next to Harry. I looked into the camera and waved. Harry started complaining about how i took so long to get ready in the mornings. I just rolled my eyes and laughed. I took out my phone and tweeted: @Lorrrrrryn: @ Harry_Styles I wouldn't be talking! Takes ou at least an hour every morning, and you are a guy! xx 

He punched me in the arm as soon as he saw it. This led to a massive tickle fight, resulting in us laying on the floor laughing. Why couldn't Harry realize we were meant to be. Niall walked in and screamed, " Louis, come help! I can't find my money! I need my Nando's, NOW!" Harry and I started laughing even more. We stopped and I saw him starring into my eyes. Ilooked back at him, Hoping he would kiss me.