relationships

the day we moved in

*1 month later* *Hannah pov*
It was the last day from unpacking all of my stuff. Leona had to go back to England and get her stuff, but she is here with everything unpacked. I am so happy I get to live with all of my best friends. This is a new thing, so I'm gonna have to get used to it. (Boys walking around in their underwear, hear banging noises, hear the boys singing their new songs (not a problem) and loud noises) But I can deal with it. I get to actually have a good life! When I lived in England it was boring, all we did was go to the movies and chill, but here in LA I get to go to water parks, the beach, and more. I'm happy to live my life with them! This is when my good life began! Anyways...
Me, Jack, Corbyn, Christina, Daniel, and Leona went to in-n-out burger. I didn't know what to get, so I just got chicken tenders and French fries with some water. Jack got a double cheeseburger with French fries, and Pepsi, Christina got water (she wasn't that hungry) Corbyn got a cheeseburger with onion rings and mountain dew, Leona and Daniel got nachos with alot of cheese, and some water. We just talked about how their tour was going to be. Jonah and Zach were at the house sleeping because they were on the Xbox all night. Me and Leona are going on tour with the guys, I'm super nervous since Jack asked me to come sing on stage with them, and of course I said yes! But what if I fail, and run off stage? I think to myself. I started to get nervous. Jack never liked to see me nervous. He was holding my hand, my palms were about to sweat, but I told him I had to go to the bathroom. I said it nervously. I went into a stall and sat on the toilet. I heard the door open.
Jack: Hannah, what's wrong? *knocks on stall*
Hannah: It's nothing! *wipes tears away*
Jack: Hannah Danielle Elizabeth, please tell me what's wrong!
Hannah: fine *unlocks the stall and pulled him in*
Jack: Baby girl, tell me now! *worried face*
Hannah: since you asked me to go on tour with you, and when you asked if I could sing with you guys, I-I'm scared I'm gonna get hated on, for fuck sake, I've gotten hated on ever since we started dating! I'm afraid I'm gonna dissapoint you!
Jack: Sweet heart, your never gonna dissapoint me! Your amazing! Question?
Hannah: Yeah?
Jack: Wanna sing Say you won't let go with me?
Hannah: um, maybe. I have to think about that, UHHH DUH! it was my first song I sang on stage in front of  a big crowd!
Jack: That's why I'm asking! *kisses me*
It basically started to be a make out session for about five minutes. When we were done, we walked back to the table. We realized that everyone left. Maybe, they just thought we took too long? I grabbed my phone and wallet, and Jack grabbed his stuff. We called an uber. Ten minutes later the uber came. The radio was on, something different was playing. We sang the whole song. The uber driver looked at us like we were crazy. We just laughed it off. It took ten minutes to get back to the house. Jack payed for the uber, then we went inside the house and chilled out by playing scary video games. I got scared, jack was laughing at me...
Hannah: why are you laughing?
Jack: Because it's funny to see you jump when there is a pop up *laughs*
Hannah: Haha, very funny noodles!
Jack: didn't we discuss this? Diaper head!
Hannah: how did you know about that?!
Jack: Nothing!
Hannah: Jack Robert Avery, who told you?!
Jack: Daniel, but Leona told him!
Thanks for embarrassing me Leona, I thought to myself.
Hannah: I'll be right back, I have to go talk to Daniel.
Jack: Okay, I love you!
Hannah: love you too, baby cakes! *kisses him*
I walked to Daniel's room.
Hannah: So Daniel, why did you have the urge to tell Jack my nickname? Who all knows?
Daniel: Look, I'm so sorry, i- I didn't mean to, it just slipped out! I told everyone.... I'm sorry!
Hannah: Daniel, I tell you everything! Why didn't you tell me?
Daniel: because I didn't want you to hate me!
Hannah: Daniel, I don't hate you, and I never will! I promise, but just please don't do this to me again!
Daniel: I promise!
Hannah: If you lie, I get to break your finger!
Daniel: okay! Promise! Love you Nana!
Hannah: since when do you call me that?
Daniel: until now, hell, your nickname to me is Dani boi!
Hannah: Fair enough, I love you too Dani!
I walked back downstairs. Zach and Jack were playing video games as usual, so I let them be guys for a while. My phone was buzzing alot so I checked it. *looks at phone* it was alot of hate towards me... I started crying. I was sitting on the stairs.
*jack pov*
I heard crying, I knew it was Hannah.
I walked over to her.
Jack: What's wrong sweetheart?
Hannah: nothing. I just miss my mom.
    I knew she was lying because I saw it in her eyes, but I left it alone, if it gets worse, I'll do something about it
Jack: Okay, I hope you feel better, peaches!
Hannah: Thanks, I love you!
Jack: I love you too baby girl!
Hannah:*kisses me*
She went upstairs, I heard her crying still, I'm so worried about her!
*Hannah pov*
I hid in the bathroom and locked the door. I looked at the mean messages people have sent me. Ugh, I just want to die! I started sobbing. I looked at my razor and thought I should cut... No, Hannah, don't do this! I thought to myself.  I grabbed the razor, I started crying even more. I heard footsteps, someone knocked on the bathroom door. It was Zach...
Zach: Hannah, are you okay?????
I just stayed quiet.
Zach: Hannah, open the door!
Zach: please!
I forgot he had a key with him for every room. I heard him unlock the door, I hadn't put the razor down, I felt like I should kill myself. The door opened.
Zach: HANNAH, PUT THAT RAZOR DOWN!
Hannah: Why should I? I don't deserve to be in this world!
Zach: Yes you do!
Hannah: No I do not!!! *keeps crying*
Zach: Hannah, I swear to god if you cut I will cut!
Hannah: No, no you will not!
Zach: yes I will, I care about you wayyyyyyyy too much to see you hurt! So, what is going on????
Hannah: *showed the phone*
Zach: Hannah, I'm so sorry! *starts to cry with me*
Hannah: Zach, don't cry you don't deserve sadness!
Zach: Hannah, your my best friend! I would cry, and die for you, please don't hurt yourself!
Hannah: I won't. *hugs him* Thanks Zach!
Zach: For what?
Hannah: Staying in here with me, by my side!
Zach: No problem sis!
Hannah: Is Jack asleep? I hear snoring!
Zach: Yeah, I was just down there. Why?
Hannah: Just asking.
Zach: Okay, I love you sis!
Hannah: Love you too, little bro!
Zach left and went downstairs.
I feel bad for doing this. I cut myself 3 times. I couldn't handle it. I walked out with a piece of toilet paper on my wrist. I walked to mine and Jack's room, and got a long sleeve shirt on to cover the cuts. I walked back downstairs. Zach noticed I was wearing a different shirt.
Zach: Hannah, are you wearing a different shirt?
Hannah: Yeah, I got cold so I changed in to a long sleeve. Why?
Zach: show me your wrist!
Hannah: Zach I didn't do anything!
*he walks over to me and pulls my sleeves up*
Zach: Hannah I told you not to!
Hannah: Shush! Don't tell anyone!
Zach: Hannah, how can I not!? I Told you not to!
Hannah: Zach, I'm so sorry, I-I felt like I should have done it. Please don't tell Jack!
Zach: Just please, don't ever do it again!
Hannah: I can't promise that, but I'll try.
Zach: good, I just don't want you to accidentally kill your self.
Hannah: Okay okay, I promise!
Zach: Thank you! I can't live without my best friend! Remember, I'll always be here for you!
Hannah: Means alot! *hugs him* I love you Zach!
Zach: Love you too sis!
It was 7:00, jack fell asleep earlier because he was bored. I wish I didn't have any hate! If it keeps happening, I swear to god I will kill myself! Thought to myself. I took a nap, I just needed to get the bad things out of my mind. One hour later, I called Logan...
Hannah: Hey Logan.
Logan: whassup?
Hannah: Can you bring me somewhere to get my mind off of some things?
Logan: What's wrong?
Hannah: Hard to explain over the phone. Just pick me up, asap!
Logan: okay, be there in a few.
Hannah: okay, bye
*hangs up* I know, it's late at night, but I need someone I can talk to, and Logan doesn't tell anyone my secrets, he's always there for me when I'm going through a tough situation.
10 minutes later Logan arrived.
Hannah: Hey Zach!
Zach: Yeah?!!
Hannah: I'm going to speak to Logan for a while, when Jack wakes up, tell him I went to the gym. Okay?!
Zach: Okay!
(He was upstairs and I was down stairs so we had to yell)
Logan drove me to his house. We walked in and sat down on the love sacks.
Logan: *Vlogs* what's wrong?
Hannah: Turn the camera off, or do a time lapse of out conversation, please!
Logan: *Time lapse of our conversation*
We talked for a few hours, I started crying, but not sobbing. Logan drove me home.
Hannah: Thanks for talking with me.
Logan: Any time!
Logan left and I went in the house.
I cuddled next to jack, then went to sleep.