Neptones

Outcast

Life always has it's ups and downs. 

More so recently for me I've been feeling a lot more downs than I have been ups and I mean you just gotta deal with it right?

It's hard enough for me to deal with how I feel on a daily basis, adding all these new things to my already full plate is making it a whole lot more stressful and just wrong.

For a little while here I was losing enjoyment in the things I always loved.

Editing, photography, hanging out with friends. I didn't wanna do any of that because I felt like it was pointless. 

I felt like I wasn't even alive for a little while, I was so lost. 

But the more I thought about it.. I could sit here and be sad/depressed or I could get up and just get over it.

It's not easy that's for sure but if you have support, much like I do, from your family and friends you literally can do anything you put your mind to. 

Make goals, push your limits, test yourself.

It's your life. You can either stay in one place doing nothing all through it or you can get over your fears and climb mountains.

There's still going to be days where you feel as though the world is against you, but that's okay. Get up and brush yourself off and try again. 

It's not worth it to just be, when you can be with a purpose not for others but for yourself. 

"It is part of the human experience to feel pain,

do not be afraid to open yourself to it" - Rupi Kaur