heaven - pheacker.

six

TW! SELF HARM!!!

then george smashed his lips onto philip's, closing his eyes.

philip let out a small gasp, hesitating before he slowly melted into the kiss, closing his eyes as well.

george sat up, suddenly pulling the small male onto his lap and wrapping his arms around his waist.
philip let out a small yelp and wrapped his arms around georges neck.

george hummed and gently nibbled on philip's bottom lip, asking for entrance.

philip opened his mouth a little, which gave george the chance to slip his tongue into his mouth and explore it.

after a bit, they pulled away for air.

they both opened their eyes and let out a small gasp.

"a-are you seeing what im seing?.." george whispered softly
phillip froze and spoke in a shaky voice.
"i-if your seeing c-color t-then y-yes.."

george brought his hand up to cup philip's cheek.

"w-were soulmates.."

"i.. i knew. ever since we first made skin to skin contact. when i felt the tingles, i knew it was a sign that we were soulmates.. i thought you knew, but i guess you didn't and i was to scared to tell you.."

"i-i.. i need to t-think this th-through.." phillip said as he got up and ran out of the room, running into his own.

(phillips pov)

i sunk down into a corner in my room and began to sob into my knees.

does george really like me?

what will people think once i come out as gay?

am i really good enough?..

i got up slowly, walking over to the bathroom, looking in the cabinet, and taking out a razor blade.

one for being inútil...
(someone better get

one for being annoying..

one for being unappealing..

one for disappointing everyone..

another for-

"philip?"

i dropped the blade, frozen in place as george opened the bathroom door.

georges pOv (wow fiNalLy)

my eyes widened as i saw blood flowing down phillips arms. i heard the clatter of the razor blade on the floor.

i rushed over to phillip and grabbed his wrist, causing the small boy to wince in pain.

"phillip.. why?" i said as i grabbed a first aid kit from the cabinet.

"b-because im not good enough for you.. why would you want to be soulmates with me?"

"pip.."

"im just a stupid, useless guy that no one wants to be around." phillip sobbed.

"phillip." i said more sternly.

"y-your probably just gonna leave me anyw-"

"phillip hamilton!"

phillip sniffled and looked up at me as i finished tending to his cuts, wrapping a bandage around his wrists.

"look at me phillip, i'm not going to leave or abandon you. you are very smart and beautiful.. ..i uhm.. i love you."

phillip blushed and leaned closer to my face, so close we could practically hear our heart beats.

i looked at his lips. his plump, pink lips.

i then looked into his eyes, biting my lip gently.

without thinking, i leaned forward, closing the gap between us.

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edited on 10/30/19