The boy next door

18: I don't know

I don't know what to do my head is spinning. Do I love him do I not do I forgive him or not so many things going on I don't know.

I want him back I want to feel him hold me I was to feel his touch even though we didn't do anything yet. But I can't go back that easy or fast right. I mean I have to make him show me he's sorry and Ava.

I feel like going out and having fun instead of staying here on my couch. I stared getting ready wearing my best dress I could find. (Above☝☝)

I did a little bit of make-up not to much just some light light pink on my eyes that just looked like i have gliter on my eyes and some red lipstick. I grabbed my phone and bag and left.

I took a uber to the bar it was really well known in LA. I remerber when Ava bought me here for my 21 birthday we had a really good time. I wasn't a really big drinker. Maybe 2-3 and I'll go home.

~~~~~~~2-3 Drinks latter~~~~~~~

The music is so loud I'm feeling good. It feels good not to think about Logan.

I'm on the dance floor and there is so many people dancing. I push through the crowds to get to the bar and get another drink. When I get to the bar someone puts there hands on my waist I started moving my hips on him because I was already drunk and I was just trying to have fun when I felt his hands leave my waist I turn around to be him on the ground holding his nose. I turn around and see Logan standing behind mad with blood in his hand from hitting the guy.

Logan what the fuck was that for. He had his hands on you and if pissed me off. Will LEAVE ME ALONE LOGAN!! I yelled I dont know why I was yelling I was so out of it.

Your leaving now Bella I dont care what you say you need to leave. NO I'M NOT I'M HAVING FUN!! well were leaving now and with that Logan picked me up and started walking out no matter what I did he wouldn't put me down he was stronger that me.

He took me out of the bar and put me in his car. In the car I didn't talk to him Ikept my arms crossed and looked out the window. Till he spoke up why did you pa him do that to you? I didn't say anything. Bella answer me why did you let him do that to you? BECAUSE WHY NOT LOGAN YOU CAN GO AROUND AND KISS MY BEST FRIEND LOGAN BUT I CAN'T HAVE FUN!! He stays quiet after that. And that's all I remerber because I passed out in his car.
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