15 and pregnant

chapter 6 what happend

I wake up on a soft fluffy bed i strech and i feel something to the  side of me i look and thiers flowers.

I get up and look around ware the fuck am i i look down and im  waring a shirt and thats it.

I see alchol laying on the floor and my clothes.

I read the note that lay in the flower.

Thanks for the nice time please be gon and out of my bead by the time i get back.

I gasp thiers no name nothing and this dick head who ever it is that i fucked and lost my virginity too says that me.

Lay back and groan i get up put my pants on i cant find my shirt so i just forget about it.

I leave the flowers and writ on the back of the note he leaft me.

Thanks dick head you hand to get a girl drunk so you can fuck. Ps. I dont even remeber beacuse it wasnt really that good.

I take my phone and head down stairs.

I have 6 missed calls and and one text. They were all from jenni asking me ware i was and  i better get outside and im leaving you why arent you answering i leaft.

I call back

Eldris:hello

Jenni:well look who didcied to show up.

Eldris:im sorry i didnt get the calls

Jenni : yeah i can see that ware the fuck are you?
She yells threw the phone i had to move it away from my ear

Eldris: at the house that we partyed in.

Jenni:why the fuck are you still thier.

Eldris:i umm i just fell asleep sorry can u come and get me?

Jenni :fine only beacuse i love you and i got to get you home.

Eldris:thanks love by

Jenni:by love

I sight and put my phone in my pocket what the hell did i do.

I sit on the steps of the house waiting ughhh.

This has to stay a scret im not telling anyone not even jenni i dont want people to think im a hoe when i just started highschool.

I lay my haed down and wait its not long before i hear a beep and then her scream "get in"

I walk towards the truck open the door and sit.

Jenni was talking but i zoned her out because i really didnt feel like hearing anyone .

I cant belive what i did with a stranger i dont even know what typ of guy he was or is.

Im such a hoe my dad was right i hate admitting this but the first thing he siad was the first thing i did im no better then him tbh.

"Hey hello eldris are you listing to me"

I look at her in a confused face not even knowing what shes talking about.

"Ware did you get that shirt" she repeat i totaly forgot i had who evers shit it was on.

"Ummm......well my your shirt got spilled on with achol and throw up so someone leand me there shirt"

It sounds convincing too me i think to myself.

"Ohh thats discusting"she wakes this wired as if she pictured it in her mind.

I laugh her and she smiles back and then i just go quiet again not really in the wood to talk about eanything.

I was so sore i guess from what happened sense it was my first time just thinking about it is making me sick .

That and i havent eaten dinner or breakfast all i have in my seytem is alcohol wich thinking about it i have huge head ace.

"Hey jenni what time is it "
"2 :00pm" she responds
Wow she most have been really worried i havent answered called instgamed or snapchated anyone almlst the hole day today.

And the i remembered my mom i never called her shes going to get soo mad .

I close eyes to take a nap.

A couple minutes latter she jenni wakes me up.

"Come on eldris. Get up your home"
I groun and lift myself up
"Thanks for picking me up and everything"
"No problem babygirl one day its you the other day it might be me "
She always know how to make me happy .
"Well better go i dont want my mom fraking out or anything"

"By girl ill see you tmr when i pick you up from school"

I get off her car and wave by to her as i go up the porch steps i grab my keys and lock the door.

"Mom mom mom"!!!!!!! Eldris is back" i can hear my little brother from the living room.

I go to ware he is and sit next to him as he watches the little mermaid on netflix in the living room.

I lay on the soffa as my mom comes in i can tell shes making dinner because she has flower in her hair and an apron on.

"Hey mom" i say while looking at the tv but out of no ware it turns off.

"Did forget to pay the bills i thought he could at least keep track of that"

"No eldris your did pay them i just need to talk to you and right now"
She sounds angry but right now the only thing i want to do is sleep.

But i sit up and look at her "what"
"Ware were you today" she looks at me disaponted and mad and worried all together.

"I was with jenni why" when i siad that i didnt realize that it cam with an attitude.

And i notice beacuse of the way my mom is looking at me.

"You know what eldris im tired of people leaveing and comeing back to the at whatever time they want and not think that thier wont be consequences young lady"

Thier we go again with the young lady crap.

"Mom why wont you just worry about what dad is doing and ware hes going when he doesnt come home to you or his  family
Have this coversation with him not me" i get up and go up stairs mom was just siting thier shoked and luck was just looking at her and me.

I go to my room slam the door and lock it i take a shower feeling gross with what happend.

When im done with my shower i put my pj on i put my alarm on and charg my phone i get in bed and let sleep take over my body.