Mr. Rhymes Alot

Rap #1- Pain

I cut and i burn, i love yet i earn. No respect from my people, they think im just evil. For trying to be me, my death is guaranteed. My pain still hurts, i wear long sleeve shirts, because it disturbs, some people, who dont know im just peaceful, they just judge, yet havnt touched, even a little bit of a punch, or a beating, a bit of my feeling, that i am just worthless, im angry and nervous, about how people keep judging, me for who i am, its making me sick arggg! goddamn! . Life, it is lonely. I am not the only, who thinks like this, yet i dont resist, the idea of my death, hearing my last breath, scares other people, not just one, several. Yet if i grab the diesel, all these people, wont weep, hell, they will help me light it, yes you see the flame is ignited, dont love it just fight it, or just dont care, i nevermind it. I put my feelings in this yeah i wont hide it. That you care is the unlikeliest. So shut up, you dont know how i feel, my heart is of steel, yet i poured it out to all of you! so fuckin' broken, i need superglue! Its black and broken, these words wont stay unspoken, cause my ANGER HAS BEEN WOKEN! Blood, guts, guns, cuts, knives, lives, wives, nuns, FUCKS! So SHUT THE HELL UP, YOU DONT KNOW ME, IM MOTHERFUCKING MB. Im gonna be another rapper who ended up dead, for shit i shouldnt have said. Oh my bad, would that make you sad? I DONT CARE IM FUCKING MAD! PUMP ME FULLA LEAD, I DONT CARE, THIS ISNT A TRUTH OR DARE! Want me to die? Fine, byebye. Oh wait im still here, arent i? Its because i dont listen to a bad guy. Yes, your just a lonely bitch, no life, no wife, just a prick who hides, in his basement, picks up kids on the pavement, keeps them home, FUCKING enslavement! Death might help me with my problems, but who are you to say that? Some ugly bitch, home alone jerkin off, eatin snacks,bein fat. I wanna die yes i do, i dont just say that to be cool, i wouldnt joke about depression, that wouldnt make any progression. I got feelings, and people clearly ignore them. How im still alive IS A GODDAMN WONDER! Arms full of cuts, people not givin' single fucks, that feeling sucks, but its nuts, to actually listen, to what people say, about you, they bark with no bite, so tonight, the white light, wont see you, you ARE gonna fight, so stay alive, to see, how the worlds gonna be, with you and with me, together, its better, whether, you like it or not, its better than gettin' shot. People, respect eachother. You learned it from your mother, dont bother, making up a excuse, for all this abuse, its enough, we are tough, i wont stand for this shit.Im gonna do something about it