Request : ajbattle
Characters : My choice .
Plot : "no fat, no fem" stigma on gay community. Boy with feminine qualities finds love and appropriation from an unlikely person.
"So how are you feeling today Angel" I mentally rolled my eyes, here we go again with this dumb ass question.
"I'm fine Mr.Simmons" I politely answered before walking to a seat in the middle section of the lecture hall, waiting for others to join. I have to come in early because this lecture has almost 100 people in here.
"Good to hear, I hope you haven't been getting in anymore trouble" he side eyed me with a scroll on his face. A loud giggle bounced off the walls in the almost empty hall with the exception of Mr Simmons and I.
"Me ? In trouble ? That's very funny" I laughed making him crack a smile.
"Good to hear".
Students began flooding in after our little conversation making me pull out my phone to record the lecture along with a binder just in Case. Mr. Simons is my psychology professor. He accidentally walked upon a situation between some "friends" of mine, he helped me settle our disagreement and after that he's been extremely friendly to me.
My so called friend got upset because he's obsessed with Cameron Taylor. Daron, my friend, is a Lightskin semi muscular guy. He's not highly feminine but he has his moments, where I am the brownskin Chubby feminine boy. Cameron asked me for my number in order to share notes if needed because he's thinking about Changing his major to psychology. Me being a dumb ass I told daron about this and he flipped out on me.
Daron called me names, yelling profanities because I think he thought that I was trying to get with Cameron. This wannabe said to me "you're disgusting, Cameron would never want a fat girly thing like you". Now I'm not a very tolerant person, I've been dealing with discrimination like that at my home, my dating life, and I hoped that it wouldn't show up in my Friendships. I grabbed his head in a chokehold and started punching his head. Mr Simmons came up and saw the scene and pulled us apart before I could cause any damage and I thank him for that because I know that I would have killed him.
I honestly don't give a fuck about Cameron or his feelings. I was just being a nice person and agreeing to help him. Hearing what daron had to say had me thinking, is that what everybody else thinks of me ? Is that why I'm always shut down whenever I approach someone ? I mean I am aware of the whole "no fats, no fems, no asians" thing going on and I honestly thought of it as a joke because back home, the same boys that say all these are the ones wanting to get with me.
I'm a very heavy boy and I sometimes like cross dressing, my nails are always done and I grew out my hair and permed it. I didn't care what others thought of me and I was doing a good job not giving a fuck but after Daron said that to me it's like I've been so self conscious about everything I do. "--orget to read chapter 20 of the textbook and turn in your analysis on black board" oh fuck. I drifted through the whole lecture.
Everybody started packing up and so did I, I ended the recorder and put my phone in my bag, getting up to leave. I waved to mr.Simmons. I walked until I got to the Campus entrance. I was about to make a turn for the bus stop when I bumped into a large body. My short tempered ass pulled back and said "watch were you're going fucking giant".
He chuckled like something was funny. "My fault....shorty" I glared at him until I heard loud laughter from behind me. I felt the presence of about 4 people behind me.
"Wassup star player" one of them greeted Cameron. I heard little giggles before my whole world crumbled.
"Yo Cameron what you doing with this fat ass" I tried to ignore it but before I knew it I had tears streaming down my face. I refused to look at the guys, I stared up at Cameron with my teary eyes begging him to help me, to just say something, anything at all.
