"So who was that on the phone with you?" Jungkook asked.
"It's Kim Namjoon... My ex." Jin claimed.
"What happend between the two of you?" Jungkook wondered.
"The light between us burnt out... There was nothing between us now.." Jin claimed.
Suddenly Jungkook recieved alot of text messages from Jimin and just ignored them for a second only because he needed to listen to Jin and help him. "How did it happen?"
"...lets just say... The saying 'if you love someone, let them go' is not the best quote there is... It causes more pain.. More harm and more torture.." Jin replied. "I never wanted to cry for someone who left so badly..."
"What caused him to leave?"
Jin sighed trying to hold back his tears. "I did it... I caused him to leave. Jungkook, in a relationship you give your lover your heart... Your attention, loyalty and trust. However, I gave him my all... But never trust.."
"You never trusted him?" Jungkook tilted his head as Jin kept moving his cart up the aisle. He nodded slightly while Jungkook followed.
"He was upset at me, I hated that I believed I was right and he was wrong but when he couldn't take it anymore, he got his things and left... I watched him leave and I thought I was too strong to stop him and that moment I wanted to be right.. And I let him go..."
"What did you fight with him about?"
"I thought he was cheating on me.. He was gone the whole day and wouldn't come home until dark.. But then, he would just say he was busy at work. I wanted to beleive him, but then I felt another way towards that... Jungkook, he couldn't blame me for being jealous... I was worried about losing him!"
"Surely he had a reason, did he say anything about that?" Jungkook questioned feeling his phone vibrate alot with so much text messages from Jimin.
"He never did... Never told me what he did it for... And sometimes I look back and think I wasn't ever fair to him. I felt horrible." Jin looked down. "And now... He's hurt and I would give anything to see him again... I still love him but I don't know what he's been up to and I don't even know if he loves me..." Jin cried as he began to think of the night, Namjoon left him...
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It was dark outside and Namjoon finally came home from work all tired and sleepy. He walked into Jin's house and can barely keep his eyes open but still managed to keep a smile on his face for Jin. "Jin! I'm home..." Namjoon shouted as he layed on a leathered couch wanting to rest with his red uniform short sleeved shirt on and black work pants.
"Where were you?" Jin asked as he wore a white apron, a pink sweater Namjoon gifted him and blue jeans along with white socks.
"At work as always, Princess..." Namjoon claimed.
"But you never had to work this long..." Jin replied not trusting everything Namjoon said. "You are so tired..this is everyday!"
"...Jin~ I was at work.." Namjoon opened his eyes sitting up. "I was there working all day, Princess.."
"..working other shifts? For what?!" Jin folded his arms.
Namjoon stood up. "Princess... You trust me do you?~ I would never lie to you..."
"Then tell me why you are working extra? You never tell me why..." Jin claimed.
"Jin... Can't you trust me? It's a secret..." Namjoon held Jin's hands.
Jin looked at Namjoon and quickly drew his hands back. "You're cheating on me aren't you?!"
"What? Jin... Babe I'm not! You always think like this..." Namjoon shot back.
"Because I know you are lying to me!" Jin began to cry. "You won't tell me why you are working so hard..."
"Jin-" Namjoon grabbed Jin's hand. "Would I lie to you?"
"No! Stop you're a liar! You wouldn't even tell me why!" Jin stepped back from Namjoon shaking his head in tears.
"This is everynight! You never trust me Jin! If I was cheating on you, the truth will be eating me alive!!! You know how honest I am!!" Namjoon ran his hand through his hair. "...you are killing me with this.."
"Namjoon... If I'm 'killing you' then leave!" Jin bluffed.
"YOU KNOW WHAT? MAYBE I WILL! PERHAPS THE PERSON I AM SO CALLED 'CHEATING' ON YOU WITH WILL TRUST ME!" Namjoon shouted sarcastically going upstairs to the room Jin and Namjoon shared and began to pack his things. Jin didn't want to be wrong... So he stood by the door way of the room watching Namjoon pack up his things.
Before Namjoon can close the zipper of his luggage, he looked up at Jin hoping for him to stop him but Jin stood there with his arms folded and a small tear falling from his eyes. Namjoon scoffed and got up, he dragged his luggage out of the room passing by Jin not saying a word... He left the house in silence until a minute after Namjoon left... Jin started to cry and sob dropping onto the floor near the front door Namjoon just left through. Placing his hand on the door, Seokjin felt regret hoping he had enough in him to say he was wrong all along... And say he was sorry.
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Jin placed his hand on his pink sweater he was currently wearing... It was the same one Namjoon has given him before. "What I would do to see him again...." Jin whispered as another teared rolled from his brown gleaming eyes.
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Far From Heaven | Jikook Hybrid |
Romance"I'm a special hybrid mix between a cat and a human.. I grant unlimited wishes to people who need help in their lives... Like an aid.." ____________________________________ A helpless romantic, Jeon Jungkook has given up on falling in l...
