ﻏﻴﺚ
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺿﺮﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻄﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﺰﺟﺎﺟﻴﺔ ﺑﺄﺻﺎﺑﻌﻲ ﻣﺼﺪﺭﺍً ﺻﻮﺗﺎ ﻳﺪﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻀﻴﻖ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺿﺢ
" ﻟِﻤﺎ ﺗﺄﺧﺮ ﻫﻜﺬﺍ ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﻀﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻭﻗﺘﻲ "
ﺩﺧﻞ ﺯﺑﻴﺮ ﺃﺧﻴﺮ ﻭﻗﺎﻝ ﻣﺒﺘﺴﻤﺎ ﻛﻌﺎﺩﺗﻪ " ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻣﺎ ﺳﺘﻘﻮﻝ ﻟﻲ , ﺗﺄﺧﺮﺕ , ﺃﺧﺮﺗﻨﻲ ﻭﻣﺴﺘﻬﺘﺮ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻣﺴﺘﺎﺀً " ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﺇﺫﺍ "
ﻗﺎﻝ ﻭﻻﺯﺍﻟﺖ ﺍﻻﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺟﻬﻪ " ﺑﻞ ﺃﻋﺮﻓﻚ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ , ﻫﻞ ﻧﺬﻫﺐ ﺍﻵﻥ "
ﻗﻠﺖ " ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ "
ﺛﻢ ﺭﻓﻌﺖ ﻫﺎﺗﻔﻲ ﻷﺗﺼﻞ ﺑﺎﻟﻤﺤﺎﻣﻲ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ
" ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ ﺳﻴﺪ ﻋﺎﺭﻑ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻭﺯﺑﻴﺮ ﻗﺎﺩﻣﺎﻥ ﺇﻟﻴﻚ ﺣﺎﻻ "
ﻗﺎﻝ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮﺓ " ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﻣﺘﻨﺎﻥ " ﺟﻴﺪ ﻭﺩﺍﻋﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ "
( ﻏﻴﺚ ﺷﺎﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﻣﺴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻼﺛﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺫﻭ ﺑﺸﺮﺓ ﺑﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﺎﻥ ﺳﻮﺩﺍﺀ ﻣﻈﻠﻤﺔ ﻳﻨﺤﺼﺮ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺎﺽ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻳﺔ
ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﺟﺪﺍ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺑﻤﻼﻣﺢ ﺣﺎﺩﺓ ﺗﺪﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺮﺍﻣﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺠﺪﻳﺔ ﻭﺑﻨﻴﺔ ﺟﺴﺪﻳﺔ ﻗﻮﻳﺔ ﻭﻫﻮﺍ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺀ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﺟﻤﻴﻌﺎ ﻛﻮﺍﻟﺪﻫﻢ
ﻟﻬﻢ ﺃﻛﺘﺎﻑ ﻋﺮﻳﻀﺔ ﻭﺃﺟﺴﺎﻡ ﻃﻮﻳﻠﺔ ﻣﻤﺘﻠﺌﺔ ﻭﻣﺸﺪﻭﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﻀﻼﺕ , ﻭﻟﻐﻴﺚ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺍﺳﻮﺩ ﻛﺜﻴﻒ ﻛﻮﺍﻟﺪﺗﻪ ﻓﻘﺪ ﺃﺧﺬ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻩ
ﻟﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻦ ﻭﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻪ ﻟﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺮ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻤﻞ ﻏﻴﺚ ﺩﺭﺍﺳﺘﻪ ﻭﻟﻢ ﻳﺤﺐ ﺍﻟﺪﺭﺍﺳﺔ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ ﻭﻫﻮﺍ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺃﺳﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﺎﺿﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺒﻬﻢ
ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺍﻷﻣﻬﺮ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺃﺧﻮﺗﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺇﺩﺍﺭﺓ ﺃﻣﻼﻛﻬﻢ ﻭﺃﻓﻨﺎﻫﻢ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻤﻠﻪ )
ﺯﺑﻴﺮ
ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﺃﺧﻲ ﻏﻴﺚ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻭﻟﻮﻻ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻷﺫﻫﺐ ﻣﻌﻪ , ﻟﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﻠﻤﻨﺎ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻧﻤﺴﻚ ﻣﺴﺌﻮﻟﻴﺔ
ﺷﺮﻛﺎﺗﻨﺎ , ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺃﺷﻬﺮ
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻣﺤﺎﻭﻻ ﻋﺪﻟﻪ ﻋﻦ ﺭﺃﻳﻪ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺟﺎﺭﻱ ﺧﻄﻮﺍﺗﻪ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺳﻌﺔ " ﻫﻞ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺯﻳﺎﺭﺗﻪ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻧﺆﺟﻞ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ "
ﻗﺎﻝ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ " ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﻜﻦ ﻣﻄﻴﻌﺎ ﻭﻻ ﺗﺘﻌﺐ ﺭﺃﺳﻲ ﻛﺸﻘﻴﻘﻚ ﺃﺩﻳﻢ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻣﺠﺎﺭﻳﺎ " ﺑﻞ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺘﻜﻔﻞ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭﻗﺖ ﻓﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﻮﺻﻴﺔ , ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﻔﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ "
ﺗﻮﻗﻒ ﺃﻣﺎﻡ ﺳﻴﺎﺭﺗﻪ ﻭﻗﺎﻝ " ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺻﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ , ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ ﺍﻹﻃﻼﻉ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻭﻣﻌﺮﻓﺘﻪ
ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻛﻲ ﻻ ﻳﻀﻴﻊ ﺗﻌﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻟﺴﻨﻮﺍﺕ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺈﺻﺮﺍﺭ " ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ..... "
ﻗﺎﻃﻌﻨﻲ ﻏﺎﺿﺒﺎ " ﻫﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﻛﺐ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺎﺭﺓ ﻭﻻ ﺗﺘﻌﺒﻨﻲ ﻣﻌﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺯﺑﻴﺮ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﺴﻼﻡ " ﺁﻩ ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺳﺄﺫﻫﺐ ﺑﺴﻴﺎﺭﺗﻲ ﺃﺧﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ "
ﻧﻈﺮ ﻟﻲ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ ﻓﻀﺤﻜﺖ ﻭﺭﻛﺒﺖ ﺳﻴﺎﺭﺗﻲ ﻳﺎﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺭﺟﻞ ﻻ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﺰﺍﺡ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ , ﺭﻛﺐ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻨﺎ ﺳﻴﺎﺭﺗﻪ ﻣﺘﻮﺟﻬﻴﻦ
ﻟﻤﻜﺘﺐ ﻣﺤﺎﻣﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺹ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺷﺘﺮﻁ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﻏﻴﺚ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺰﻭﺭﻩ ﺑﻨﻔﺴﻪ ﻛﻠﻤﺎ ﺩﻋﺖ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺟﺔ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﻟﺸﺪﺓ ﺍﺣﺘﺮﺍﻣﻪ ﻟﻪ
ﻓﻬﻮﺍ ﺻﺪﻳﻖ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺃﻋﻮﺍﻡ ﻃﻮﻳﻠﺔ ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﻧﻌﺮﻓﻪ ﻣﻨﺬ ﻛﻨﺎ ﺃﻃﻔﺎﻻ
ﻭﺭﺩﻧﻲ ﺍﺗﺼﺎﻝ ﻫﺎﺗﻔﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺳﺒﺒﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺇﺯﻋﺎﺟﻲ ﻟﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺭﻏﻢ ﺣﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺮ ﻟﻪ
ﺃﺟﺒﺖ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ " ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ ﺯﻣﺮﺩ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺎﻧﺪﻓﺎﻉ " ﺯﺑﻴﺮ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﺮﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﺗﺼﺎﻻﺗﻲ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻣﺒﺮﺭﺍ " ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻣﻨﺸﻐﻼ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻫﻞ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺪﻣﺔ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺘﻬﺮﺏ ﻣﻨﻲ ﻳﺎ ﺯﺑﻴﺮ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻧﺎﻓﻴﺎ " ﺃﻗﺴﻢ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻓﻌﻞ ﺳﻨﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﻻﺣﻘﺎ ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ " ﻻ ﺑﻞ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻭﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﻣﺘﻰ ﺳﺘﺄﺗﻲ ﻟﺘﺤﺪﺩ ﻣﻮﻋﺪ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ "
ﺁﻩ ﻫﺎ ﻗﺪ ﺑﺪﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﺻﺒﺮﻱ ﻗﻠﻴﻼ ﺃﺭﺟﻮﻙ ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺀ
" ﺃﻧﺘﻲ ﺗﻌﻠﻤﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻮﺻﻴﺔ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻔﺘﺢ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻭﻳُﻤﻨﻊ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﺗﺨﺎﺫ ﺃﻱ ﻗﺮﺍﺭ ﺷﺨﺼﻲ ﻗﺒﻠﻬﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﻧﺎﻋﻢ ﻳﺪﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻀﻴﻖ " ﻛﻨﺖ ﺗﺘﺤﺠﺞ ﺑﻌﻤﻲ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﻭﺃﻧﻪ ﻳﻤﺎﻃﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻭﺻﺮﺕ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺗﺘﺤﺠﺞ
ﺑﻮﺻﻴﺘﻪ ﻳﺎ ﺯﺑﻴﺮ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺋﻲ ﺫﺍﺗﻪ " ﺯﻣﺮﺩﺗﻲ ﻫﻮﻧﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮﻧﺎ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﻭﻟﻢ ﻳﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻴﻞ "
ﺗﻨﻬﺪﺕ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﺃﺗﻤﻨﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ , ﻭﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺗﺠﺪ ﻟﻚ ﺣﺠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻤﺮﺡ " ﻫﻬﻬﻬﻬﻪ ﺯﻣﺮﺩ ﻫﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺗُﻠﺤﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﺟﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ ﻣﻨﻚ "
ﺃﺟﺎﺑﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻡ " ﻧﻌﻢ ﻭﺳﺄﺷﺪﻙ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻌﺮﻙ ﻟﻮ ﻟﺰﻡ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺬﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺡ " ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺃﺗﺮﻛﻲ ﻟﻲ ﺷﻌﺮﻱ , ﻫﻞ ﻓﺎﺗﺤﻚ ﻋﻤﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺷﻲﺀ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮﺓ " ﻣﻦ ... ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ , ﻻ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺒﻊ ﻫﻮﺍ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ ﺭﺩﻱ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻌﺠﺎﻝ " ﺳﻨﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﻻﺣﻘﺎ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺸﻐﻮﻝ ﺍﻵﻥ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ " ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﻭﺩﺍﻋﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻣﺒﻌﺪﺍ ﺍﻟﻬﺎﺗﻒ ﻋﻦ ﺃﺫﻧﻲ " ﻭﺩﺍﻋﺎ "
( ﺯﺑﻴﺮ ﺷﺎﺏ ﻳﺒﻠﻎ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﺑﻌﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺮﻳﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﻟﻪ ﺫﺍﺕ ﻫﻴﺌﺔ ﺷﻘﻴﻘﻪ ﻏﻴﺚ ﻏﻴﺮ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺑﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﻨﻲ ﻓﺎﺗﺢ ﻭﻟﺤﻴﺔ ﺑﻨﻴﺔ
ﻣﺤﺪﺩﺓ ﺑﺈﺗﻘﺎﻥ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﺎﻥ ﻋﺴﻠﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﺳﻌﺔ ﻭﺑﺸﺮﺓ ﺑﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺧﺬﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺻﻔﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻪ ﺩﺭﺱ ﺍﻻﻗﺘﺼﺎﺩ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻣﻌﺔ
ﺍﻷﻣﺮﻳﻜﻴﺔ ﻭﻳﻌﻤﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻣﻼﻙ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻩ ﻛﺤﺎﻝ ﺑﺎﻗﻲ ﺃﺧﻮﺗﻪ , ﻭﻫﻮﺍ ﺍﺻﻐﺮ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺀ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻤﻨﺎ )
ﺣﻮﺭ
ﻫﻞ ﺳﻤﻌﺘﻢ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻌﺎﺩﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﻆ ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻝ ﻻﺑﺪ ﻭﺃﻧﻜﻢ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺴﻤﻌﻮﺍ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻟﻦ ﺍﺷﺮﺣﻬﺎ ﻟﻜﻢ ﻷﻧﻜﻢ ﺳﺘﻌﻴﺸﻮﻧﻬﺎ
ﻣﻌﻲ ﻟﺤﻈﺔ ﺑﻠﺤﻈﺔ
ﺃﺳﻤﻲ ﺣﻮﺭ ﻭﻗﺪ ﻋﺸﺖ ﻃﻔﻮﻟﺔ ﻣﺘﻨﻘﻠﺔ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺃﻋﻤﺎﻣﻲ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻭﻓﺎﺓ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻲ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺑﻌﻤﺮ ﺍﻷﺭﺑﻊ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ ﺃﻣﺎ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻓﺘﻮﻓﻲ ﺑﻌﺪ
ﻭﻻﺩﺗﻲ ﻣﺒﺎﺷﺮﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﺏ , ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻃﻔﻮﻟﺘﻲ ﻣﺄﺳﺎﻭﻳﺔ ﺍﻧﺘﻘﻠﺖ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﺳﻴﺌﺔ ﻷﺧﺮﻯ ﺃﺳﻮﺀ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻋﺎﺩ ﻋﻤﻲ
ﺭﺍﺟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻔﺮﻩ ﻗﺒﻞ ﻋﺸﺮ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ ﻭﺃﺧﺬﻧﻲ ﻟﻠﻌﻴﺶ ﻣﻌﻪ ﻭﻋﺎﺋﻠﺘﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﺑﻌﺪﻣﺎ ﻫﺎﻟﻪ ﻣﺎ ﺭﺃﻯ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻌﺎﻧﺎﺗﻲ ﺛﻢ ﻋﺪﻧﺎ
ﺑﻌﺪ ﺧﻤﺲ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ ﻟﻨﺴﺘﻘﺮ ﻭﻧﻌﻴﺶ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺒﻼﺩ
ﻋﻤﻲ ﺭﺍﺟﻲ ﺭﺟﻞ ﺣﺎﺯﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺗﺮﺑﻴﺘﻪ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻃﻴﺐ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻭﻏﻴﺮ ﻣﺆﺫﻱ ﻛﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻭﻻ ﻳﻮﺑﺨﻨﻲ ﺇﻻ ﻋﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﺨﻄﺄ
ﻋﺎﻣﻠﻨﻲ ﻛﺄﺑﻨﺎﺋﻪ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎ ﻟﻘﺪ ﻛﻨﺎ ﻧﻌﻴﺶ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻨﻄﻘﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻱ ﻭﺍﻧﺘﻘﻠﻨﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺳﻨﺘﻴﻦ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻟﻌﻤﻲ ﺍﺑﻨﺘﺎﻥ ﻭﻭﻟﺪ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻫﻢ
ﻣﺮﺍﻡ ﻭﻫﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺣﺪﺓ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺮﻳﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﻭﺗﺼﻐﺮﻧﻲ ﺑﻌﺎﻡ ﻭ ﺷﺎﺩﻥ ﺧﻤﺴﺔ ﻋﺸﺮ ﺳﻨﺔ ﻭﺃﺣﻤﺪ ﻳﺒﻠﻎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ
ﺧﻤﺲ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ , ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﺮﻙ ﻟﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﺛﺮﻭﺓ ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﺑﻘﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻟﻢ ﺍﺷﻌﺮ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ ﺑﻮﺟﻮﺩﻫﺎ ﻓﻬﻲ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻨﻴﻨﻲ ﻛﻤﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻋﻤﻲ
ﺭﺍﺟﻲ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻠﻤﺲ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺷﻴﺌﺎ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻭﺗﺮﻛﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺟﻠﻲ ﻓﻬﻮﺍ ﻣﺎﺩﻳﺎ ﺃﺣﻮﺍﻟﻪ ﺟﻴﺪﺓ ﺟﺪﺍ , ﺍﺑﻨﺔ ﻋﻤﻲ ﻣﺮﺍﻡ ﻫﻲ
ﺻﺪﻳﻘﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻔﻀﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪﺓ ﻭﻫﺎ ﻫﻲ ﻛﻌﺎﺩﺗﻬﺎ ﺗﺘﺮﺻﺪ ﺗﻐﻴﺮﺍﺕ ﻣﺰﺍﺟﻲ ﻓﻨﻈﺮﺕ ﻟﻲ ﻧﺼﻒ ﻧﻈﺮﺓ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ
" ﺣﻮﺭ ﻓﻴﻤﺎ ﺗﺸﺮﺩﻳﻦ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺘﺬﻣﺮ " ﻭﻟﻤﺎ ﺗﺪﺧﻠﻴﻦ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺃﺧﺸﻰ ﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﺴﺎﻓﺮﻳﻦ ﻟﺬﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﻳﻢ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻼﻣﺒﺎﻻﺓ " ﺃﻱ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻬﻤﻚ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﺟﺎﻧﺒﻴﺔ " ﺷﻲﺀ ﻳﻌﻮﺩ ﻟﻠﻤﺎﺿﻲ ﻳﺸﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻣﻌﺎﺕ ﻳﺴﻤﻮﻧﻪ ﺟﺎﻣﻌﺔ "
ﻧﻈﺮﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺑﺼﺪﻣﺔ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ " ﻣﺎ ﺗﻌﻨﻴﻪ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﻳﺎ ﻣﺮﺍﻡ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﺳﺨﺮﻳﺔ " ﺃﻋﻨﻲ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻬﻤﺘﻪ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ " ﻣﺮﺍﻡ ﻻ ﺗﺘﺤﺪﺛﻲ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺛﺎﻧﻴﺘﺎ ﻭﻫﻴﺎ ﻏﺎﺩﺭﻱ ﻏﺮﻓﺘﻲ ﺃﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﻏﺮﻓﺔ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺗﺤﺒﻴﻦ ﻣﻀﺎﻳﻘﺘﻲ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ "
ﻭﻗﻔﺖ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺃﺭﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﺘﺮﻓﻴﻪ ﻋﻨﻚ ﻷﻧﻚ ﻻ ﺗﺨﺮﺟﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﺍﻟﺤﻖ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺳﺄﺫﻫﺐ ﻷﺩﺭﺱ ﺧﻴﺮ ﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻟﺬﻝ ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻬﺎﻧﺔ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺒﺮﻭﺩ " ﺭﺍﻓﻘﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻣﺔ "
ﺧﺮﺟﺖ ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻘﺖ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺧﻠﻔﻬﺎ ﺑﻐﻀﺐ , ﺁﺥ ﻣﻨﻚ ﻳﺎ ﻣﺮﺍﻡ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺗﻌﺎﻳﺶ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ ﻭﺃﻧﺴﻰ ﻇﻬﺮ
ﻟﻲ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻳﺬﻛﺮﻧﻲ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ
( ﺣﻮﺭ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻧﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺮﻳﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺃﻧﻬﺖ ﺩﺭﺍﺳﺘﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺗﻤﻠﻚ ﺟﻤﺎﻻ ﺃﺧﺎﺫﺍ ﻓﻠﻠﺠﻤﺎﻝ ﺩﺭﺟﺎﺕ
ﻛﻤﺎ ﻧﻌﻠﻢ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺍﻛﺘﺴﺤﺖ ﺃﻋﻼﻫﺎ ﻭﺑﺠﺪﺍﺭﺓ , ﺫﺍﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻥ ﺑﻠﻮﻥ ﻛﻠﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻣﻬﻤﺎ ﻧﻈﺮﺕ ﻟﻬﻤﺎ ﺣﺮﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺗﺤﺪﻳﺪ
ﺩﺭﺟﺔ ﻟﻮﻧﻬﻤﺎ , ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻃﻴﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻭﻃﻔﻮﻟﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺌﺔ ﺟﻌﻠﺖ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺇﻧﺴﺎﻧﺔ ﺍﻧﻄﻮﺍﺋﻴﺔ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﺃﺻﺪﻗﺎﺀﻫﺎ
ﻣﺤﺪﺩﻳﻦ ﺟﺪﺍ ﻭﺗﻜﺮﻩ ﺍﻻﺯﺩﺣﺎﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻔﻼﺕ ﻭﺍﻻﺟﺘﻤﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺋﻠﻴﺔ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺮﻭﺩ ﺣﻜﻤﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻘﺘﻨﻊ
ﺑﻬﺎ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻠﺔ ﻻ ﺣﻆ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺃﻛﺜﺮﻫﻦ ﺟﻤﺎﻻ ﺍﻗﻠﻬﻦ ﺣﻈﺎ )
ﺭﻧﻴﻢ
ﺃﻧﺎ ﺭﻧﻴﻢ ﻭﻗﺪ ﺗﻌﺮﻓﺘﻢ ﻻﺳﻤﻲ ﺳﺎﺑﻘﺎ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﻴﺶ ﻣﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻲ ﻓﻠﻢ ﻳﺒﻘﻰ ﻟﻲ ﺳﻮﺍﻫﺎ ﺑﻌﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻮﻓﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﺧﻼﻝ ﺗﻄﻮﻋﻪ
ﻟﻠﺤﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺩﺍﺭﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺟﻨﻮﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺎﻭﺭﺓ ﻟﺪﻭﻟﺘﻨﺎ ﻭﺃﺩﺭﺱ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﺔ ﺍﻷﺧﻴﺮﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻣﻌﺔ ﻗﺴﻢ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺎﻓﺔ ,
ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻓﻴﻪ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺗﺤﻘﻴﻖ ﻃﻤﻮﺣﺎﺗﻲ ﻭﺃﺣﻼﻣﻲ ﻭﺃﻥ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺻﺤﻔﻴﺔ ﻣﺸﻬﻮﺭﺓ ﺃﻭ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻛﺎﺗﺒﺔ ﻫﻬﻬﻪ ﺃﺗﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺍﺑﻨﻲ
ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﺷﺨﺼﻴﺘﻲ ﻷﻛﻮﻥ ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﺫﺍﺕ ﺃﻫﻤﻴﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﻭﻫﺎ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺟﺘﺎﺯ ﺍﻻﻣﺘﺤﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﺧﻴﺮ ﻟﻲ ﻷﺗﺨﺮﺝ ﻭﺃﺣﻘﻖ ﻛﻞ
ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻄﻤﻮﺣﺎﺕ
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺍﻣﺴﻚ ﻗﻠﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻳﺪﻱ ﺃﻟﻔﻪ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺧﺼﻠﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻌﺮﻱ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﻢ ﺍﻷﺳﻮﺩ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﻒ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺼﻞ ﺣﺪ ﻛﺘﻔﻲ ﻣﺤﺎﻭﻟﺔ
ﺍﻟﺘﺮﻛﻴﺰ ﻭﻟﻮ ﻗﻠﻴﻼ ﻓﻴﻤﺎ ﺃﻗﺮﺃ , ﻭﻫﺎ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺟﻠﺲ ﻫﻜﺬﺍ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﻭﻻ ﺃﺟﻨﻲ ﺳﻮﻯ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ , ﺭﺃﺳﻲ ﻳﻜﺎﺩ ﻳﻨﻔﺠﺮ ﻓﻲ
ﻣﺤﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﻻﺳﺘﻴﻌﺎﺏ ﺃﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ
" ﺁﻩ ﻳﺒﺪﻭﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻣﺘﺤﺎﻧﻲ ﺍﻷﺧﻴﺮ ﻏﺪﺍ ﺳﻴﻜﻮﻥ ﺳﻴﺌﺎ ﻟﻠﻐﺎﻳﺔ "
ﺳﻤﻌﺖ ﻃﺮﻗﺎﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺃﻋﺮﻑ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﺯﻫﺮﺓ ﻋﻤﺮﻱ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻘﻒ ﺧﻠﻔﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﻨﺎﻥ " ﺗﻔﻀﻠﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﺪﺧﻮﻝ ﺃﻣﻲ "
ﺩﺧﻠﺖ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ ﺑﻨﻴﺘﻲ ﺁﺳﻔﺔ ﺣﻘﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺇﺯﻋﺎﺟﻲ ﻟﻚ ﻻﺑﺪ ﻭﺃﻧﻚ ﺗﺪﺭﺳﻴﻦ , ﻟﻘﺪ ﺟﻠﺒﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺑﻌﻀﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻱ "
ﻭﻗﻔﺖ ﻣﺘﺠﻬﺔ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ ﻭ ﺃﻣﺴﻜﺖ ﺑﻴﺪﻳﻬﺎ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ " ﺃﻣﻲ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺗﺘﻌﺒﻲ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ " ﻟﻢ ﺃﻗﻢ ﺑﺸﻲﺀ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺑﻨﻴﺘﻲ , ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺴﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﺪﺭﺍﺳﺔ "
ﺗﻨﻬﺪﺕ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ " ﺳﻴﺌﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺍﺣﺸﻮﺍ ﺭﺃﺳﻲ ﺑﺸﻲﺀ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺇﻧﻪ ﻓﺎﺭﻍ ﺗﻤﺎﻣﺎ "
ﻭﺿﻌﺖ ﻳﺪﻫﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﺘﻔﻲ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﺭﻧﻴﻢ ﻳﺎ ﺍﺑﻨﺘﻲ ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺳﻨﺘﻚ ﺍﻷﺧﻴﺮﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻣﻌﺔ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺠﺘﻬﺪﻱ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺎﻟﻲ ﻣﺸﻐﻮﻝ ﻭﻻ ﺃﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺘﺮﻛﻴﺰ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺸﻐﻞ ﺑﺎﻝ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺄﺳﻰ " ﺁﻩ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻭﺣﺪﻙ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻔﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺇﻧﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻮﺻﻴﺔ , ﻟﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺎﺏ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ
ﺭﺣﻤﻪ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﺮ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻭﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻳﻔﺘﺤﻮﻧﻬﺎ ﺑﺪﻭﻧﻲ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺀ " ﺑﻨﻴﺘﻲ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺃﺭﺍﺩﻙ ﻣﻌﻬﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻣﺮﺍ ﻣﻬﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻳﺨﺼﻚ ﻭﻟﻦ ﺗﺨﺬﻟﻴﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﺄﻛﻴﺪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻮﺗﻪ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ " ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻌﻞ ﺃﻣﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻢ ﺃﻥ ﺣﺒﻲ ﻟﻪ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺪﻓﻌﻨﻲ ﻟﻄﺎﻋﺔ ﺃﻭﺍﻣﺮﻩ ﻟﻘﺪ ﻓﻘﺪﺕ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﺑﻔﻘﺪﻱ ﻟﻪ , ﻫﻮﺍ
ﻛﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺭﻩ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ "
ﺷﻌﺮﺕ ﺑﺎﻟﺤﺮﻗﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻠﻘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺘﻢ ﺩﻣﻮﻋﻲ ﻛﻲ ﻻ ﺗﺮﺍﻫﺎ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻲ ﻭﺗﺤﺰﻥ ﻟﺤﺰﻧﻲ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻓﺸﻠﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻛﻜﻞ ﻣﺮﺓ
ﻭﻧﺰﻟﺖ ﻛﻞ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ﺗﺴﺎﺑﻖ ﺍﻷﺧﺮﻯ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺍﻟﻬﺒﻮﻁ ﻟﻸﺭﺽ ﺃﻭﻻ , ﻣﺪﺕ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻳﺪﻫﺎ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ ﻟﺘﻤﺴﺢ ﺩﻣﻮﻋﻲ
ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﻻ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ﻳﺎ ﺍﺑﻨﺘﻲ ﻳﻜﻔﻴﻚ ﺑﻜﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﺩﻋﻲ ﻟﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﺮﺣﻤﺔ ﻟﺘﺤﻤﻞ ﺍﻟﻤﻼﺋﻜﺔ ﺩﻋﻮﺍﺗﻚ ﻟﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺒﺮﻩ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺬﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ " ﻟﻴﺮﺣﻤﻪ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﺭﺣﻤﺘﺎ ﺑﻘﺪﺭ ﺣﺒﻲ ﻭﺷﻮﻗﻲ ﻟﻪ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻲ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺻﻤﺖ " ﺧﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺯﻳﺎﺭﺗﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺪ "
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺿﻮﻉ ﻟﻦ ﻳﻨﺘﻬﻲ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﺟﻠﺴﺖ ﻣﺴﺘﺎﺀﺓ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ " ﺁﻩ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺠﺪﻳﺔ " ﺭﻧﻴﻢ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻣﺘﻰ ﺳﻮﻑ ﺗﺄﺟﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺪﻳﺚ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺳﺘﺒﻠﻐﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻧﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺮﻳﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﻗﺮﻳﺒﺎ
ﻭﻫﺎ ﺃﻧﺘﻲ ﺳﺘﻜﻤﻠﻴﻦ ﺩﺭﺍﺳﺘﻚ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺮﻓﺾ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺃﻣﻲ ﻟﺴﺒﺐ ﻣﺎ , ﺃﺭﺟﻮﻙ ﻻ ﺗﺼﺮﻱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻴﺎﺀ " ﺃﻻ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﻟﺪﻳﻚ ﻏﻴﺮﻩ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺭﻓﻀﺖ ﻋﺪﺩﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﻃﺒﻴﻦ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺧﺎﻟﺘﻚ ﻣﺼﺮﺓ ﻭﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺇﻳﻀﺎﺡ
ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ ﺛﻢ ﻻ ﺗﻨﺴﻲ ﺃﻱ ﺧﻄﺮ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺤﺪﻕ ﺑﻚ ﻭﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﺭﺣﻤﻪ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻌﺪ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩﺍ ﻟﻴﻤﺴﻜﻪ ﻋﻨﻚ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺳﺄﺭﻯ , ﺃﻓﻜﺮ ﻭﺃﻋﻄﻴﻚ ﺧﺒﺮﺍ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﻣﻐﺎﺩﺭﺓ " ﻻ ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺷﻐﻠﻚ ﻋﻦ ﺩﺭﺍﺳﺘﻚ ﺫﺍﻛﺮﻱ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻌﻮﺩﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻔﺮﻙ ﺳﻨﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﺟﺪﻳﺎ ﻓﻲ
ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺓ "
ﺁﻩ ﻟﻴﺜﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻋﻮﺩ ﻛﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺗﺰﻭﺟﻪ ﻭﻻ ﺃﺗﺰﻭﺝ ﻏﻴﺮﻩ ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻴﺄﺱ " ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﺃﻣﻲ ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﻳﻦ "
ﺧﺮﺟﺖ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻲ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺯﺍﺩﺗﻨﻲ ﺇﻻ ﻫﻤﺎ ﻓﻮﻕ ﻫﻤﻲ ﺭﻣﻴﺖ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﻠﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺪﻱ ﻭﻗﺮﺭﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺳﺘﺤﻢ ﻭﺃﻧﺎﻡ ﻗﻠﻴﻼ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻣﻞ
ﺃﻥ ﺃﻧﺴﻰ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺪﻭﺭ ﺑﺮﺃﺳﻲ ﻭﺃﺭﻛﺰ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺪﺭﺍﺳﺔ
( ﺭﻧﻴﻢ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﺗﻔﻜﺮ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﻤﺎ ﺗﻘﺮﺭ ﻭﺗﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﻤﺎ ﺗﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﺷﺪﻳﺪﺓ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺖ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺮﻭﺩ ﺣﻴﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﻀﻐﻮﻁ ﻭﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﺎﺩ
ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ , ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﺷﻬﺮ ﻗﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺗﺒﻠﻎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻧﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺮﻳﻦ , ﻟﻬﺎ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻥ ﺳﻮﺩﺍﺀ ﻛﺴﻮﺍﺩ ﺷﻌﺮﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﻈﻠﻢ ﻛﺎﻟﻠﻴﻞ ﻭﺫﺍﺕ
ﺑﺸﺮﺓ ﺷﺪﻳﺪﺓ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺎﺽ ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻭﺭﺛﺘﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺘﻬﺎ ﻣﻤﺎ ﺟﻌﻞ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺧﺪﺍﻥ ﺷﺪﻳﺪﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺭﺩ ﺗﻌﻴﺶ ﻓﻲ ﺑﻼﺩ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ ﻣﺠﺎﻭﺭﺓ
ﻭﺗﺒﻌﺪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺑﻀﻌﺔ ﺃﻻﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﻴﻠﻮ ﻣﺘﺮﺍﺕ ﻋﻦ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ )
ﺑﺤﺮ
ﻟﻮ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ ﻓﻘﻂ , ﻟﻮ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﺃﻧﻲ ﺻﺮﻓﺖ ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺮ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﻮﺿﻮﻉ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻤﺎ
ﺭﻓﻀﻨﻲ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻭﺑﺈﺻﺮﺍﺭ , ﺁﺥ ﻛﻢ ﺍﻛﺮﻩ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺗﺼﺮ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺶ ﻓﻲ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﺪﻳﻨﺔ
ﻟﻘﺪ ﺃﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﺃﻛﺮﻫﻬﺎ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻛﺮﻫﺖ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺴﻜﻨﻬﺎ
( ﺑﺤﺮ ﺷﺎﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺜﻼﺛﻴﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺫﻭ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻦ ﺧﻀﺮﺍﺀ ﻭﺍﺳﻌﺔ ﻛﻮﺍﻟﺪﻩ ﻭﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﻨﻲ ﻏﺎﻣﻖ ﺍﻟﻠﻮﻥ ﺑﻨﻴﺘﻪ ﺍﻟﺠﺴﺪﻳﺔ
ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻛﺈﺧﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺀ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻟﻪ ﺟﺴﺪ ﺭﻳﺎﺿﻲ ﻣﺘﻨﺎﺳﻖ ﻭﻫﻮﺍ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻤﻨﺎ ﺃﺑﻦ ﺳﻤﺎﺡ ﺯﻭﺟﺔ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻧﻴﺔ )
ﻭﺻﻠﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺍ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ ﺯﻳﺎﺭﺗﻬﻢ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻷﺳﺒﻮﻉ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻻﻧﺸﻐﺎﻝ ﺑﺎﻟﻮﺻﻴﺔ , ﻭﻣﺎ ﺇﻥ ﻓﺘﺤﺖ ﺑﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﻭﺩﺧﻠﺖ
ﺣﺘﻰ ﻫﺎﻟﻨﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺭﺃﻳﺖ , ﺯﻭﺟﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﺠﻠﺲ ﻭﺍﺿﻌﺔ ﻳﺪﻫﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﺃﺳﻬﺎ ﻭﻛﺪﻣﺔ ﺯﺭﻗﺎﺀ ﻛﺒﻴﺮﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺟﻬﻬﺎ , ﺇﻧﻪ
ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻈﺮ ﺷﻴﺌﺎ ﺍﻋﺘﻴﺎﺩﻳﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﺇﻟﻲ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻢ ﺃﺭﻩ ﻣﻨﺬ ﻣﺪﺓ
ﺍﻗﺘﺮﺑﺖ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ " ﺧﺎﻟﺘﻲ ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻫﻞ ﺿﺮﺑﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ ﺷﺪﻳﺪ " ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﺘﺪﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺋﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺫﻧﺒﻬﻢ "
ﺗﺒﺎ ﻟﻪ ﻳﺎﻟﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﺪ ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﻫﻞ ﻃﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻝ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻌﻄﻪ ﻟﻪ , ﻛﻢ ﻣﺮﺓ ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻜﻢ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺸﺘﺮﻭﺍ ﺳﻼﻣﺘﻜﻢ ﻣﻨﻪ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺄﺳﻰ " ﻭﻟﻤﺎ ﻳﺄﻛﻞ ﺗﻌﺒﻚ ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ ﺃﻣﻮﺍﻟﻚ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ " ﻭﻫﻞ ﻳﻌﺠﺒﻚ ﺿﺮﺑﻪ ﻟﻚ ﺇﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻝ ﻭﺇﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻀﺮﺑﻚ ﻣﺠﺪﺩﺍ , ﻣﺎﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻝ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺍﻟﺤﻞ ﻓﻠﻴﺄﺧﺬﻩ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺄﻟﻢ " ﻳﻜﻔﻲ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ ﻧﻌﻴﺶ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﻔﻘﺘﻚ ﻭﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺰﻝ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺪﻓﻊ ﺃﺟﺎﺭﻩ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﻫﻆ ﺍﻟﺜﻤﻦ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺑﺎﻉ ﻣﻨﺰﻟﻨﺎ ﻓﻬﻞ
ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺼﺮﻑ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﺰﻭﺍﺗﻪ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﺧﺎﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻌﻠﻤﻲ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺣﺐ ﻣﻨﻚ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ , ﺃﻧﺎ ﺇﻥ ﺩﻓﻌﺖ ﺷﻴﺌﺎ ﻓﻤﻦ ﺃﺟﻞ ﺃﺧﻮﺗﻲ ﻭﺃﻧﺘﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻬﻢ ﻓﻔﻲ
ﻣﻘﺎﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻲ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺘﻢ ﺍﻗﺘﺴﺎﻡ ﺍﻹﺭﺙ ﻭﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻧﺼﻴﺒﻲ ﻣﻨﻪ ﻻ ﻳﻜﻔﻲ ﺇﻻ ﺛﻤﻦ ﻣﻨﺰﻝ ﻓﺴﺄﺷﺘﺮﻳﻪ ﻟﻜﻢ ﻭﻟﻦ ﻳﺘﻤﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ
ﺑﻴﻌﻪ ﺃﻭ ﺃﺧﺮﺍﺟﻨﺎ ﻣﻨﻪ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ " ﺁﻩ ﻣﺘﻰ ﺳﺘﻨﺘﻬﻲ ﻣﺄﺳﺎﺓ ﻫﺬﻳﻦ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮﻳﻦ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺟﻮﻝ ﺑﻨﻈﺮﻱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ " ﺃﻳﻦ ﻫﻮﺍ ﻣﺎﺯﻥ ﻫﻞ ﺿﺮﺑﻪ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ " ﻻ ﻓﺎﻟﻀﺮﺏ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻤﺮﺓ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺼﻴﺐ ﺟﻮﺩ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻐﻴﺾ " ﺳﺤﻘﺎ ﻭﻟﻤﺎ ﺿﺮﺑﻬﺎ ﻫﻲ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺬﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺰﻥ " ﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﺎﻭﻟﺖ ﻣﻨﻌﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺿﺮﺑﻲ ﻭﺃﺧﺒﺮﺗﻪ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﺃﻣﻮﺍﻟﻚ ﻭﻣﻦ ﺗﻌﺒﻚ ﻭﺃﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻳﺄﺧﺬﻫﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ ﻓﻌﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻫﻞ ﺭﺃﻳﺘﻢ ﺍﻟﻨﺘﻴﺠﺔ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻫﺘﻢ ﻟﻮ ﺃﺧﺬ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﻢ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻳﻀﺮﺑﻜﻢ "
ﺻﻌﺪﺕ ﻟﻸﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﺎﻻﺳﺘﻴﺎﺀ ﻣﻤﺎ ﻳﺤﻞ ﺑﺄﺧﻮﺗﻲ ﻛﻴﻒ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺃﻋﻖ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﻭﺃﻥ ﺃﺣﻤﻴﻬﻢ ﻣﻨﻪ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ
ﺩﺧﻠﺖ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻓﺔ ﻭﻭﺟﺪﺗﻬﺎ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ , ﺩﻣﻮﻋﻬﺎ ﺗﻨﺰﻑ ﻓﻲ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻲ ﻛﻢ ﺃﻛﺮﻩ ﺭﺅﻳﺔ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻦ ﺗﻌﺘﺼﺮ ﺩﻣﻮﻋﺎ ﻭﺃﻟﻤﺎ
ﻧﺎﺩﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﺑﺤﻨﺎﻥ " ﺟﻮﺩ "
ﻗﻔﺰﺕ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻮﺭﻫﺎ ﻟﺤﻈﻨﻲ ﻭﻗﺪ ﺃﺷﺘﺪ ﺑﻜﺎﺀﻫﺎ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺴﺤﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻇﻬﺮﻫﺎ ﺑﺤﻨﺎﻥ ﻣﺤﺎﻭﻻ ﺃﺷﻌﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺭﺟﻼ
ﺗﻠﺠﺄ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﻭﻟﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻌﺪﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﻠﺔ ﻭﻻ ﻳﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺭﻓﻊ ﻣﻌﺎﻧﺎﺗﻬﻢ
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺀ " ﺟﻮﺩ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﺗﻮﻗﻔﻲ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﻜﺎﺀ ﻟﻤﺎ ﻋﺮﺿﺘﻢ ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻜﻢ ﻟﻬﺬﺍ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺃﻋﻄﻴﺘﻤﻮﻩ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺻﺔ ﻹﻳﺬﺍﺋﻜﻢ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺒﻜﺎﺀ " ﻻ ﻳﺤﻖ ﻟﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻳﺄﺧﺬ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﻌﻄﻴﻨﺎ ﺇﻳﺎﻩ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻘﻪ , ﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺸﻘﻰ ﻭﻫﻮﺍ ﻳﺼﺮﻓﻪ ﻓﻴﻤﺎ
ﻻ ﻳﻨﺘﻔﻊ ﺑﻪ ﺃﺣﺪ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻣﺴﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺷﻌﺮﻫﺎ " ﻭﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺟﻨﻴﺘﻤﻮﻩ ﻏﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﻀﺮﺏ , ﻟﻘﺪ ﺣﺬﺭﺗﻜﻢ ﻣﺮﺍﺭﺍ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻨﻌﻪ ﻛﻲ ﻻ ﻳﻀﺮﺏ
ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻜﻢ ﺃﻭ ﻳﻀﺮﺑﻜﻢ ﺃﻋﻄﻮﻩ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﻳﺪ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺳﺄﻋﻄﻴﻜﻢ ﻏﻴﺮﻩ "
ﺍﺑﺘﻌﺪﺕ ﻋﻦ ﺣﻀﻨﻲ ﻭﺟﻠﺴﺖ ﻣﺮﺗﻤﻴﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺮﻳﺮ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺗﺮﺩﺩ ﺑﺄﻟﻢ " ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻳﺤﺪﺙ ﻣﻌﻨﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ , ﻳﻜﻔﻲ ﺃﻧﻪ ﺣﺮﻣﻨﻲ
ﻣﻦ ﺩﺭﺍﺳﺘﻲ ﻭﺷﻮﻩ ﺳﻤﻌﺘﻨﺎ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﺎ ﺳﻨﺨﺴﺮﻩ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﺑﺴﺒﺒﻪ "
ﺍﻗﺘﺮﺑﺖ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﻣﺴﺢ ﺑﻴﺪﻱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺷﻌﺮﻫﺎ ﻭﻛﻢ ﺗﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺗﻬﺎ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺗﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﻋﻦ ﺩﺭﺍﺳﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺿﺎﻋﺖ ﺑﺴﺒﺒﻪ ﺳﺎﻣﺤﻚ
ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﺪ ﻻ ﺗﺴﺒﺐ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺎﻋﺐ ﻷﻭﻻﺩﻙ , ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻤﺮﺡ
" ﺟﻮﺩ ﻫﻴﺎ ﺗﻮﻗﻔﻲ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﻜﺎﺀ ﻫﻞ ﺗﺴﺘﻘﺒﻠﻲ ﺷﻘﻴﻘﻚ ﺍﻷﻛﺒﺮ ﻫﻜﺬﺍ "
ﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﻻﺣﺘﻀﺎﻧﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﺃﻗﺴﻢ ﺃﻧﻨﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻧﻚ ﻻ ﻧﺴﺎﻭﻱ ﺷﻴﺌﺎ ﻳﺎ ﺑﺤﺮ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺀ " ﺑﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻓﻜﻠﻨﺎ ﻻ ﻧﺴﺎﻭﻱ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻧﻪ , ﻣﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺮ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺠﺪ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻣﺨﺮﺟﺎ "
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﻣﻮﺍﺳﺎﺗﻬﻢ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻳﻌﺎﻧﻮﻧﻪ ﻓﻠﻮﻻ ﻓﻀﻞ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﺛﻢ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﺷﺎﻣﺦ ﻟﻜﻨﺖ ﺿﻌﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ
ﺑﺴﺒﺒﻪ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻟﻦ ﺃﺳﻤﺢ ﻟﻪ ﺑﺄﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺳﺒﺒﺎ ﻟﻀﻴﺎﻉ ﺃﺧﻮﺗﻲ
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺘﺴﺎﺅﻝ " ﺃﻳﻦ ﻣﺎﺯﻥ ﺃﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﻳﻦ ﺫﻫﺐ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺗﻤﺴﺢ ﺩﻣﻮﻋﻬﺎ " ﺣﻤﺪﺍ ﻟﻠﻪ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺇﻻ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻴﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﻀﺮﺏ ﻟﻘﺪ ﺧﺮﺝ ﻟﻠﻌﺐ
ﺍﻟﻜﺮﺓ ﻣﻊ ﺭﻓﺎﻗﻪ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ " ﺣﺴﻨﻨﺎ ﻫﻴﺎ ﺗﻌﺎﻟﻲ ﻟﺘﺮﻱ ﻫﺪﺍﻳﺎﻛﻢ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﻣﺒﺘﺴﻤﺔ " ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻟﺪ ﻳﻀﺮﺏ ﻭ ﺍﻻﺑﻦ ﻳﺠﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﻬﺪﺍﻳﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺘﻲ ﺫﺍﺗﻬﺎ " ﻭﺍﻻﺑﻨﺔ ﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﺍﻟﻀﺮﺏ ﻭﺗﺄﺧﺬ ﺍﻟﻬﺪﻳﺔ , ﻟﻮ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﻚ ﻣﻀﺮﻭﺑﺔ ﺑﻘﺴﻮﺓ ﻟﻜﻨﺖ ﺟﻠﺒﺖ ﻟﻚ
ﻫﺪﻳﺔ ﺃﻛﺒﺮ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﻨﺎﻥ " ﻻ ﺃﻛﺒﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺭﺅﻳﺘﻲ ﻟﻚ ﻳﺎ ﺑﺤﺮ "
ﺳﺄﻟﺘﻬﺎ ﻗﺎﺋﻼ " ﻣﺎﺫﺍ ﻋﻦ ﻣﺎﺯﻥ ﻫﻞ ﻳﺪﺭﺱ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻭﻣﻦ ﺭﺍﻓﻖ ﻏﻴﺮ ﺭﻓﺎﻗﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺑﻘﻴﻦ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺳﺄﻟﺖ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻜﻢ
ﺃﺩﺭﻯ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺑﻐﻴﺮﻩ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﻣﻄﻤﺌﻨﺔ " ﻻ ﺗﺨﻒ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﻳﺎ ﺑﺤﺮ ﺇﻧﻪ ﻳﺘﺒﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺗﻌﻠﻴﻤﺎﺗﻚ ﺣﺮﻓﻴﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺀ " ﺟﻴﺪ ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻧﻐﻔﻞ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻟﺤﻈﺔ ﻭﺳﺄﺳﺄﻝ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺪﺭﺳﺘﻪ ﻏﺪﺍ ﻓﻠﻢ ﺃﺯﺭﻫﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻓﺘﺮﺓ "
( ﺟﻮﺩ ﻭﻣﺎﺯﻥ ﺷﻘﻴﻘﺎ ﺑﺤﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻩ ﻋﻤﺮ ﻣﺎﺯﻥ ﺃﺛﻨﻰ ﻋﺸﺮ ﻋﺎﻣﺎ ﺃﻣﺎ ﺟﻮﺩ ﻓﻬﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻣﻨﺔ ﻋﺸﺮﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ
ﺫﺍﺕ ﻣﻼﻣﺢ ﺟﺬﺍﺑﺔ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻫﺎ ﺧﻀﺮﺍﺀ ﻛﺸﻘﻴﻘﻴﻬﺎ ﻭﺷﻌﺮﻫﺎ ﺃﺳﻮﺩ ﻛﻮﺍﻟﺪﺗﻬﺎ ﻣﻼﻣﺤﻬﺎ ﺗﺸﺒﻪ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﻟﺒﺤﺮ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﺳﻌﺔ
ﻭﺍﻷﻧﻒ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻘﻴﻢ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻔﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺪﺩﺓ ﺑﻮﺿﻮﺡ ﻭﻻ ﻳﺨﺘﻠﻔﺎﻥ ﺳﻮﻯ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺮ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻃﻴﺒﺔ ﻭﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ ﻧﺴﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ
ﻗﺪ ﺗﺠﺮﺣﻬﺎ )
ﻣﻴﺲ
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺟﻠﺲ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺷﻮﺍﺭﻉ ﺃﻳﺮﻟﻨﺪﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﺰﺩﺣﻤﺔ ﻭﺃﺣﺘﺴﻲ ﻛﻮﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﻮﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺣﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﺎﻫﻲ ﻭﺍﻧﻈﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻓﺪﺓ
ﺍﻟﺰﺟﺎﺟﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻄﻠﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻲ ﺃﺭﺳﻢ ﻭﺟﻮﻩ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺭﺓ , ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺠﻴﺪ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﺑﺮﻓﻘﺔ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﺘﻲ ﺟﺴﻴﻜﺎ ﻓﺎﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻋﻄﻠﺔ
ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻛﺮﻩ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻮﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﻭﺣﺪﻱ , ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺳﺘﻤﺘﻊ ﺑﺮﻓﻘﺘﻬﺎ ﻭﻣﻀﺎﻳﻘﺘﻬﺎ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﻓﻘﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻴﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﺿﺢ
" ﻣﺎ ﺃﺣﻮﺟﻨﻲ ﻷﻥ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻭﺟﻮﻫﺎ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻮﺟﻮﻩ ﺃﻧﺎﺳﺎ ﻳﻤﺪﻭﻥ ﻟﻲ ﺑﺼﻠﺔ "
ﺃﺟﺎﺑﺖ ﻣﻦ ﻓﻮﺭﻫﺎ ﺑﺎﻣﺘﻌﺎﺽ " ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﺗﻌﻮﺩﻱ ﻟﺒﻼﺩﻙ ﺇﺫﺍ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺴﺮﺓ " ﻟﻤﻦ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻧﺘﻲ ﺗﻌﻠﻤﻲ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺣﺪ ﻟﻲ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻤﻜﺮ " ﻭﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻙ "
ﺁﻩ ﺗﻌﺮﻓﻴﻦ ﺟﻴﺪﺍ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﻘﻬﺮﻳﻨﻲ ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ
" ﺃﻱ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺘﺤﺪﺛﻲ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﺇﻧﻬﻢ ﻻ ﻳﻌﺮﻓﻮﻥ ﺑﺄﻱ ﺃﺭﺽ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻭﻟﺴﺖ ﺑﺤﺎﺟﺔ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻭﻻ ﻷﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻫﻢ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺘﺴﺎﺅﻝ " ﻟﻤﺎ ﺗﻜﺮﻫﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﺎ ﻣﻴﺲ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ ﺃﻛﺒﺮ " ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﻜﺮﻫﻨﻲ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻬﺪﻭﺀ " ﺃﻧﺘﻲ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﺔ ﺃﻃﻮﺍﺭ ﺣﻘﺎ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ " ﻭﻣﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﻳﺐ ﺑﻲ , ﻫﻞ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﺿﻌﻴﻔﺔ ﻭﻗﻄﺔ ﻭﺩﻳﻌﺔ ﻳﺄﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﻤﻞ ﻋﺸﺎﺋﻬﺎ ﻷﻛﻮﻥ ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻴﺔ "
ﻫﺰﺕ ﺭﺃﺳﻬﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﻔﻲ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﺑﻞ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻧﻲ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﻭﺣﺴﺎﺳﺔ ﻭﺭﻭﻣﺎﻧﺴﻴﺔ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻼ ﻣﺒﺎﻻﺓ " ﺁﻩ ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺘﺨﺎﺭﻳﻒ ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺷﺎﻫﺪ ﻓﻴﻠﻤﺎ ﺳﺨﻴﻔﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺿﺎﺣﻜﺔ " ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺣﺴﺪ ﺯﻭﺟﻚ ﻋﻠﻴﻚ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﻟﻴﻜﻦ ﻟﻲ ﺯﻭﺝ ﺃﻭﻻ "
ﺿﺤﻜﺖ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﺃﻧﺘﻲ ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﺻﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻌﺠﺎﻝ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺪﺓ " ﻭﻟﻦ ﺃﺗﺰﻭﺝ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻟﻮ ﻛﺒﺮﺕ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺼﺪﻣﺔ " ﻣﻴﺲ ﻣﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺗﻘﻮﻟﻴﻨﻪ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻭﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻚ ﺑﺤﺎﺟﺔ ﻟﻤﻦ ﻳﺴﻨﺪﻛﻢ "
ﺗﻨﻬﺪﺕ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺤﺰﻥ " ﺑﻌﺪ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻱ ﺭﺣﻤﻪ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻻ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺟﻪ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﻳﻌﻨﻮﻧﻨﻲ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺠﺪﻳﺔ " ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻛﻢ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﺋﻌﺎ ﻭﻣﺤﺒﺎ ﻟﻜﻤﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﺗﻮﻓﻲ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺒﻘﻴﻦ ﺑﺤﺎﺟﺔ ﻟﺮﺟﻞ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺎﺳﺘﻴﺎﺀ " ﻟﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻧﺘﻜﻠﻢ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻣﺮ ﺁﺧﺮ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﻛﻢ ﺗﺤﺒﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻮﺿﻮﻉ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﻭﺍﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ "
ﺛﻢ ﻧﻈﺮﺕ ﻟﻲ ﺑﻤﻜﺮ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﻣﻴﺲ ﻫﻞ ﺗﻮﺩﻱ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﻌﻞ ﺯﻳﺎﺭﺓ ﺑﻼﺩﻙ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻐﻴﺾ " ﻻ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺗﺄﻛﻴﺪ ﻓﺒﻼﺩﻱ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺮﺩﻧﻲ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺘﺴﺎﺅﻝ " ﻭﻛﻴﻒ ﻋﻠﻤﺖ ﺫﻟﻚ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﺴﺨﺮﻳﺔ " ﻫﻬﻬﻪ ﻷﻧﻬﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﺴﺄﻝ ﻋﻨﻲ "
ﻧﻈﺮﺕ ﻟﻲ ﺑﺼﻤﺖ ﺛﻢ ﻗﺎﻟﺖ " ﻟﻮ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺳﺒﺐ ﻛﺮﻫﻚ ﻟﻬﺎ "
ﺗﻨﻬﺪﺕ ﻭﻗﻠﺖ " ﻟﻦ ﺗﻔﻬﻤﻲ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻟﻮ ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ , ﺃﻛﺮﻫﻬﺎ ﻭﺃﻛﺮﻫﻬﻢ ﻓﻘﻂ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻌﺒﻮﺱ " ﺃﻟﻢ ﺃﺧﺒﺮﻙ ﺃﻧﻚ ﻻ ﺗﺤﺒﻴﻦ ﺃﺣﺪﺍ "
ﻗﻠﺖ ﺑﻀﻴﻖ " ﻭﻫﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻳﻦ ﻳﺤﺒﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻳﻌﻴﺸﻮﻥ ﺳﻌﺪﺍﺀ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻛﺮﻩ ﺇﻻ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻜﺮﻫﻮﻧﻨﻲ ﺳﺤﻘﺎ ﻟﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ "
ﻗﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﺤﻴﺮﺓ " ﻣﻦ ﺗﻌﻨﻲ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ !!!! ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻙ "
ﺗﺮﻛﺘﻬﺎ ﻭﻧﻈﺮﺕ ﻟﻠﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﻓﻲ ﺻﻤﺖ ﻷﻫﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺪﻳﺚ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ ﺍﻟﻤﺰﻋﺞ
( ﻣﻴﺲ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺑﺪﺍﻳﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺩﺳﺔ ﻋﺸﺮﺓ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﺫﺍﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻥ ﺯﺭﻗﺎﺀ ﻏﺎﻣﻘﺔ ﻭﻭﺍﺳﻌﺔ ﻭﺷﻌﺮ ﺃﺷﻘﺮ ﻭﻣﻼﻣﺢ ﻃﻔﻮﻟﻴﺔ
ﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﺑﺴﻴﻄﺔ ﻭﺟﻤﻴﻠﺔ ﺗﻮﻓﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻫﺎ ﻋﺮﺑﻲ ﺍﻷﺻﻞ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺧﻤﺲ ﺳﻨﻴﻦ ﻭﺗﺮﻛﻬﺎ ﻭﻭﺍﻟﺪﺗﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻳﺮﻟﻨﺪﻳﺔ ﻳﻌﻴﺸﻮﻥ ﺑﻼ ﻣﻌﻴﻞ
ﻭﻟﻢ ﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺎﺋﻠﺘﻪ ﻏﻴﺮﻩ ﻭﻟﻢ ﺗﺰﺭ ﺑﻼﺩﻫﺎ ﻳﻮﻣﺎ
