Alone

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Third person P.O.V

(we were inseparable everything i had to do i did it next to you.)

Justin takes you everywhere he goes no matter what. You didn't complain either because you loved spending time with him. And the only place he couldn't take you was to work so you cherished every single second you had with him. Especially since he was going on his believe tour soon. Justin would take you out to dinner or maybe just to the store. You guys were inseparable you loved each other so much it was ridiculous. It was the type of love you fight for the type of love that comes once in a life time.

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(and the memories we made were so incredible) 

You were laying in bed remembering how you and Justin met for the first time. It was in 8th grade in English class. You were the new student who came on the middle of the school year. You walked in to the class and all eyes were on you. The teacher (Mr. Fox) told you to sit behind this boy with really nice hair and beautiful eyes. once you sat down he turned around and introduced himself. He told you that his name was Justin and that you were pretty. After that you guys instantly bonded and became bestfriednds.

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(then our love was interrupted by my schedule) 

Justin started to go to work more often then he used to, it was like he never had time to be with you anymore. You guys never hung out as much anymore. And when he did come home it would the middle of the night and when you woke he would be gone. You missed seeing his face everyday. With him gone it was like a part of you was gone and you just couldn't stand it anymore. You wanted him home where he belongs. Sometimes you just really hated being in a relationship withe a celebrity. All you wanted was to be back.

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(there was nothing that i could do)

One night you stayed up waiting for Justin to come home you just had to talk to him. When he finally came home you asked if he can start coming home early. He told you no and that there was nothing that he could do to change what was going on in his schedule. You could tell something was up like he was sad about not being able to be with you and you hated seeing him sad, so you just gave him a hug and you both went to bed.

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('cause you fell into the deepest depression baby)

You started to stay in the house more often then usual. You never left the house you started wearing you pjs all day long. You stopped wearing makeup and brushing your hair it just stayed in a bun all the time. You even started cutting yourself. Justin never noticed these changes because he was never home in the first place. You couldn't just leave him you loved him to much to do something like that.

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(And i hate to know I'm responsible)

Justin came home early one day and saw you sitting on the couch watching the blank TV screen. He went in front of you and saw how awful you looked. You had bags under eyes you were pale and so skinny. its like you had no life inside of you. Justin then realized it was he fault you were like this. Justin couldn't stand seeing you like this. At times Justin wished that he wasn't a celebrity. he just didn't want to know that it was his fault your depressed.

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(and you heart filled up with so much aggression baby)

Justin tried to apologize but you had so much aggression in your heart you started yelling at him and telling him it was his fault. You guys soon started arguing and you stared to throw things at him. Things got really ugly and out of hand. You were just so mad at Justin for leaving you you then just broke down crying. Justin went up to you and hugged you and stared singing be alright. 

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(you got used to being alone,alone you adapted now your used to being alone all alone ooh you got used to being on your own) 

After a while you got help and you've been on anti-depressants. you hated taking them but you knew it was for the best. You got used to being alone, you still loved Justin and leaving him was on the bottom of your list. This was just living life in the fast lane, you had to adapt and get used to be being on your own which you did. It was hard at first there was times where you just couldn't sleep or eat but you had to pull through and you did and that was all that mattered.

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( i saw it happenin' but i didn't accept the truth i couldn't fathom it)

Justin been saw what was going on with you even before he confronted you about it. He just didn't want to believe that you were depressed about him leaving so he just pretended that you were alright until he saw you that day and you looked worse than what you had been. Justin couldn't believe his eyes that day or any other day. He didn't know why he didn't do anything about it the first time he saw it happening. 

(there was so much going on you couldn't handle it) 

Justin came home late as always and to his surprise you were up and you looked healthy, so he decided to tell you why he "left." Justin told you because you wouldn't have been able to handle everything that was going on with the fans and the paps it was all to much for you. Justin thought that he was protecting you by not bringing to the studio, on interviews, or even on tour. 

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(could've divided my time could've fractioned it) 

Justin told you that he didn't mean to be so busy and the he shouldve said enough was enough and that he wanted to see you more. He said that he shouldve divided his time but he didnt and its too late to change that, and hes really sorry. Justin told you that it would never happen again and that he loves you much. Justin never meant to hurt you the way he did.

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A/n 

I'm not the whole song since it just goes back the chores, but i think i did a really good job to be honest. and i hope you like it and if you decide to do a story based on a song let  me tell you its hard and did this on the top of my head so hopefully you like it! 

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