Ugh... i feel like shit. I feel so.... empty, ya know? Probably not... im a depressed, suicidal teenager that nobody will EVER understand. Like it matters anyway. In class this girl tripped me. I took it as an accident, even though she sneered and laughed... didnt even apologize! I hate this school and i hate society. I cant handle this anymore... i just cant.... The psychiatrist said i need to write in a diary and take my antidepressants, i do the diary part. My mother took away my antidepressants because i tried to take all of them at once....so yeah... cant do that... whatever. but i do promise this... i will commit suicide... i will. Not today, not tomorrow, but soon. I promise you that.
