The struggle

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Depression is something i struggled with since i was 13.(i am currently 15) The day my parents found out was the worst day of my life. I had been bullied all my life and i still am, but not as bad as it used to be.
One day in school someone said something that made me snap. i was done with everyone and everything, I couldnt take the hate and drama. I decided i would end it all.
For the next few days i began to write the note while in my mind i knew no one would care. i brought my note to school the next day to show people i was serious. near the end of the school day the guidance office asked me to go to the office. by this point i didnt care, the teacher asked "what has driven you to this point or what has someone done or said?' I explained what was going on.
Then he said "i am gonna have to call your parents." in my mind i knew my mother was gonna be mad for making her leave the house to pick up my sad ass.
About 30 minutes later my mom arrived she said " i am gonna start taking you to therapy." i didnt care what happened to me at that point. i had to go home early because its school policy.
Once we got home i went straight to my room and cried and cried for hours.
The next day my mom told me i have an appointment to see my new therapist. Once we got there i seen a lady maybe early 30's wearing a pink dress with white sandals. Her name was Mrs. Walabe. We walked into her office it had tan walls with a big boring brown desk. After we talked about my issues she prescribed me with zoloft and i have been diagnosed with depression.
From that day forward i see life a little diffrently. i understand that if  am getting bullied or picked on its okay to tell an adult, you are not being a tattle tail you are defending yourself. I know that some people go through worse things than me. "Living is for the strong, Suicide is for the weak." That is what my one friend told me once. If you ever feel suicidal or depressed talk to an adult it will help you feel much better.

Thanks for reading my book this is a real story i did change names so i keep peoples personal info safe.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 28, 2017 ⏰

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