Before when i am still a kid, i am dreaming to have a happy love story. Of course all of us wanted to have a love story that everyone wish for. What if your dream will just stay as a dream?
Hi, my name is Gwen. 17 years old. 4th year high school. I have a bestfriend, his name is Joshua. We are bestfriends since elementary because my parents and his parents are business partners. I known him for a long time already. I know everything about him and he knows also everything about me. And, i realized that day by day i already fall in love with him. I am inlove with my bestfriend. What will i do? He is the one who is there for me when no one else was.
I told my self that i should stop what i feel about him. I don't want that our friendship will be over just because i love him for than friends. But as time goes by i realized that i should have tell him. I should tell him what i feel. That's why i talk to him. It's his birthday when i decided to tell him. I told him everything i feel. I told him i love him more than friends. I assume that he feels the same way.He told me he is already courting someone. He is about to say that to me. He says sorry. I don't know what to feel. This is the first time i feel so broken hearted. My bestfriend broke my heart for the very first time. I started crying.
I don't know what to do. I want to move on. And then i decided to go to United States and study there. I asked my parents if they'll allow me. And luckily, they supported me for what i want. After i graduated from high school, i flew to California. At first it is so hard. Living alone. Being independent.
After weeks in California, i already meet many friends. I became happy again. Until slowly i forgot that I was hurt. We did not talk again since i left. At my first month, he's been trying to contact me. But I am not yet ready to talk to him. I still don't know what to say. So basically we don't have any communication at all.
I moved on. I study hard. There are some guys who wants to court me but i think i am not yet ready. I am still afraid to take another heart break. And then my studies are my priorities for now.
After 2years, I went home to the Philippines. It feels very different. 2years has been so long. I miss home. I miss my parents so much.
I am only staying in the Philippines for 1month because it is just our summer break. I need to go back to California to continue my studies. My mom talk to me that i should talk to Joshua before i go back. She give me many advice that give me so much realizations.
One week before my flight, we meet each other. He told me he misses me so much. I miss him too. I miss my bestfriend. He apologize to me. He apologize for everything that ruin our friendship. He asked me if we can still be friends just like before.
And i told him that i already forgive him. That everything is fine. We should move on from what happened in the past. He told me also that he have a girlfriend and I am really happy for him. Seeing my bestfriend's happy makes me so happy too. And I think that's how friends should be. Supporting each other in every way.
Thank you for reading!
