Starstruck: A One Direction Love Story (Harry Styles/Ziall)

I don't know you, but I want to

-AN-

Hey guys, I've been going through a really rough time. I barely have been able to muster the energy other than sit up in bed. I'm so tired. However, this is just a beginning chapter to obviously something that's going to be huge. I hope you guys like it. Once everything goes back to normal, I'm starting a book of one shots, and I'll be drafting a Narry and a Lilo. Maybe another Niam, because I kind of love them.

Zayn POV

I went to Harry's room hoping that we could get lunch together, what everyone has been calling dinner because it's their last meal before the show. Little did I know it would end me up in Niall's hotel room eating dinner with only Niall. The one and only Niall. The one and only Niall who I have been crushing on for a while now. 

I can tell that Ly knows there's something up between us. I want to be mad at her for figuring it out, but I'm grateful and hopeful. I want to believe that her involvement will make whatever is suppose to happen, happen faster. 

We have sat here after finishing our food without saying much. Niall has been so forward this entire dinner I haven't really figured out how to respond to him yet. He told me that he mostly pays attention to me. I don't know if he was being cute or flirting or I just don't know. 

I look over the table to see him fiddling with his pants. I'm curious, dying to know what's making him act introverted suddenly. Right before room service came he was about to tell me something and it's been on my mind ever since. I wish I could just ask, but I don't want to ruin anything at all. 

"Niall" I said, causing him to jump and sit up in his chair.

"Yeah bud?" He said and I could see the blush rising in his cheeks.

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah, perfect" He mutters looking away and playing with his phone. I get up and walk over to his side of the table sitting on it. I put my fingers under his chin and lift it.

"Seriously mate, what's going on? You can tell me anything" I said in hopes of getting out whatever he's thinking about. He looks up, with tears threatening to fall over, and gives me a small smile. 

"I can't really explain what I'm feeling right now. Do you know what it feels like to be incapable of putting words together because you're afraid of the consequences once you say them?" He said never breaking eyecontact with me. I felt my heart squeeze tight with the emotions I felt for the boy. I just picked him out of the chair and pulled him into a hug. I didn't really know what else to do, but I almost couldn't control what happened next. When he pulled away, I leaned in and gave him a kiss on the lips.

"Sometimes you don't need words Niall" I said before letting him go and sitting back down.  

Harry POV

This girl is sitting here eating this steak like a complete barbarian and I can't help but enjoy how crazy she is. She's already made fun of me for trying to eat fried chicken with a fork and knife and she just keeps laughing and smiling at how "proper" I am. I don't even know what that means! I'm just eating food. I will admit that I don't use my hands as much as she does though. 

I wasn't joking when I said she was going to make me fall in love with her. She's already gotten me part of the way there. How do you fall for someone so quickly? I don't really even know her. I don't know what her childhood was like, her dislikes, what she enjoys. I feel like I shouldn't feel this way for someone that I barely know. 

When I come out of my daze I see her smiling at me as well as looking a bit confused.

"Just thinking" I said.