"Nobody cares, nobody ever had. I mean, why should they?" I sighed exhausted sick of this conversation. "I'm so sick of everyone having that pitiful look, I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me! How are they going to make it better? That's right they can't! No one can bring her back she's gone and she's never coming back!" I screamed at the lady in front of me.
"What I'm getting at here, is that you feel abandoned," she stated calmly.
"Really Amanda? Really? That's the best you were able to come up with?" I said sarcastically.
"Miss I need you to calm down and not yell at me like that." She said annoyed.
"You know what I'm done." I pushed my self off the comfortable couch and stormed out of the room. The narrow hallway led me the lobby, were I was met with the face of my care taker Lisa.
"Isn't it a little early for your session to end ?" she inquired suspicious of the event.
"It was already over before we started," I said annoyed.
"Corinna" she sighed "you have to stop doing that if you want to fix your problems," she sighed again.
"Are you saying in not normal that I need to be fixed?" I questioned.
"I wasn't saying that!" she said defensive.
"You were implying it," I replied.
"Corinna,"she sighed again, man she has to get this sighing thing under control.
"Hey Lisa you need to get that sighing thing under control it's pretty annoying," I said trying to push her buttons.
"Corinna I told you to call me Mrs. Lydell" she scoffed.
"Hey can I ask you something Lisa?"
"What?"she sounded irritated since I called her Lisa.
"Is Mr.Lydell blind because that would explains whole bunch of things," I said looking smug.
"Corinna no wonder no one wants to adopt you your a big disappointment no one wants!" She yelled.
"Thank you, you sure know how to make a someone feel special." As I gave her this murderous expression.
You can see fear flicker in her eyes but it got covered up by a blank face.
"Come on lets just go," she said mono tonic.
I hopped in the passenger side, the ride had an awkward silence I couldn't wait to get out of . She parked the car and I jumped out before it was even turned off the car, and I went inside.
Everyone there just ignored my presence I guess I may have pissed them off one too many times. I didn't mean to though. They get but hurt too quick. I go up the stairs and go straight to my bedroom that I share with Kayla, I slip on my sweats and try to fall asleep tired, of this horrid day.
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I wake up to my 2 foster sisters Jenna and Hayden having a fight about who gets what toy.
"Ugh guys shut up," I whine. I was having such a nice nap.
"She won't give it back," Jenna said struggling to pull the toy away from her twin sister.
"It was mine first," her sister cried back.
"How about this you guys stop fighting and I'll do you each fishtail braids?" I said trying to bribe them, they love my braids I do for them.
"Yes!"they both scream in unison.
"Haha okay come here," I laugh.
"I call going first!" Hayden screams out.
"No fair," Jenna crosses her arms and pouts.
"I'll make yours look better" I whispered into her ear. She giggled and nodded.
I just finished with the girls braids, they began jumping and hugging me. I may not be much a people person, but I'm a sucker for little kids I just can't say no.
"The twins woke you up again?" Kayla asked, I just grunt in response.
"Ahh okay" is all she says she knows not to talk to me when I'm in a grouchy mood she learned the hard way, the first time she did I went all ape shit on her.
I got up since my sleep was ruined and went to the bathroom and took shower. When I got out I see Lisa arguing with some lady about something, it looks pretty heated.
"Hey guys what's wrong?" I ask.
"Mrs. Lydell wants you out of her orphanage and you to live somewhere else,"she says.
"Of course she does she's wanted this day one, you know what I don't even fucking care any more I honestly don't." I replied venomously and stomped my way up stairs.
I started putting all my stuff furiously in a bag and throughing random pairs if jeans and shirts.
If she doesn't want me here in completely fine with that. She gets on my nerves all the time, I physically can't stand her.
"Ugh" I screamed out of frustration why does she take everything so seriously like fuck every single little thing I do I spill coffee she freaks the fuck out, and everyone else's mess she thinks it me!
You know what I'm actually glad I don't have to deal with her anymore.
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Hey guys hope you like it I was kinda bored so I started writing this book so don't yell at me if it sucks!
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~Sandy Cheeks
