Everything seems unbalanced.
My world seems to be tilting.
I tilt and strain my neck
to make it seem regular.
Dizziness invades my mind
as my world
tilts
and tilts.
Nothing seems normal...
And nothing will ever be...
For my world.
Tilting,
tilting,
and tilting,
my world points like the Earth's axis
till I fall.
The ground slips from below me,
pulling me closer
and closer
to the sky.
I fall
as I tilt
and tilt.
The ground that was once below
is now disappearing above me
as I fall
into the clouds.
Nothing will ever be normal...
Nothing ever is...
for my world.
Not knowing when
this agony of waiting...
waiting of nothing...
will end,
I shut my eyes.
I open them once more.
My blankets and pillows are above me.
Moonight shines through a window
and illuminates
this normal world
that I wake up to.
My head throbs
and I slowly pick myself up
to climb back into my bed,
back into my
not so normal world.
