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*Jimin's POV*

I stepped out of the car after we parked outside of the diner, raindrops falling softly onto the black pavement. I looked in the windows and saw Hoseok, Taehyung, Jungkook, Namjoon, his boyfriend Jin. They were laughing around, throwing napkins and having a good time.

I wish I could be that happy all the time.

For some reason, as soon as I stepped out of the car, I felt like a weight was applied to me. The energy was negative. I shrugged it off and followed Yoongi into the diner.

"Yoongi hyung! Jimin hyung!" Jungkook hollered, jumping out of his chair and pulled us into a bear hug. This boy might look tiny, but damn is he strong.

"Hey, dongsaeng." Yoongi giggled, ruffling Jungkook's hair. We took our seats, me being stuffed between Yoongi and Hoseok.

"Hey, how you guys been?", Namjoon asked, nodding his head towards Yoongi and me.

"Eh, just dealing with some shit with punks at the school. Always fucking with Jimin." Yoongi groaned, leaning his head back against the booth.

Wow. Is this heaven?

"Baekhyun and Kai?" Taehyung questioned. I glanced over at Jungkook and he was starring at Taehyung, his lips parted.

Weird.

"Yeah," Yoongi breathed, leaning his head against mine. My heart sped up and I tried to remain calm.

The hell is wrong with me?

I looked down and he had his gummy grin on his face, earning a smile from me.

Where did that negative energy go?

Our waitress walked up and pulled out her notepad and pen.

"Hi! My name is Nari and I'll be your server, what do you guys want to drink?" She asked, her voice too cherry for my liking.

Taehyung ordered strawberry milk, Jungkook and Hoseok ordered a coke, me and Yoongi ordered Sprite and Namjoon and Jin ordered a beer.

She walked off with a bow and proceeded to the kitchen. I caught Yoongi starring at her ass, which made my heart sink.

He'll never love me.

Why do I get my hopes up? Why do I fall for people who have no interest in me? I always end up heartbroken either way.

After I had broke up with Sehun, it's like everything went wrong. He had cheated on me Younhae and acted all heartbroken. We had been together for almost a year. Which isn't long, but he had treated me good. At least until then.

Yoongi was there for my heartbreak, but he didn't know it was a guy I was with. He pulled me up from that depressive state. He saved me.

My chest began to get heavy and tears pricked at the corner of my eyes. I ran my hand through my hair and tried to hold my tears back.

Our waitress came back with our drinks and distributed them. She took everyone's orders and then got to Yoongi.

"And what for you handsome?" She asked, pushing her hair behind her ear and looking at Yoongi.

He smiled and winked at her. "I think I'll have your number." He smirked.

That negative energy? Yeah, it's back.

I shifted in my seat and took a sip of my sprite. She had wrote her number down on a napkin and handed it to Yoongi, him proudly taking it.

I turned my phone on and shoved my earbuds in my ear, turning the volume up and pressing play. Ed Sheeran "Kiss Me" started up in my ears.

I closed my eyes and began to think.

Began to think about my fantasy world.

Where me and Yoongi were together.

Where I could wake up to his precious face and smile every morning.

Where I wasn't bullied.

Where I wasn't depressed.

Where I wasn't anxious.

Where I was happy.

I felt tears form and rubbed my eyes with my sleeves. I felt my earbud being snatched out and almost broke my neck trying to see who did it. It was Yoongi.

"Jiminie, what do you want to eat?" He asked, still holding my earbud.

"Uh, w-whatever you're h-having." I stuttered out. "Can I be excused?" I added.

Yoongi got up and let me out, allowing me to run out the door and to the side of the building, letting knees falter and sink to the wet ground. The rain had picked up heavily. I let my tears fall, mixing in with the rain.

Ed's song "Autumn Leaves" started playing. I lightly began to sing along to it as I continued to sob.

"Another day, another life, passes by just like mine,"

I wish he would fucking take a hint and see.

Just fucking see how much I love him.

I see him every day but yet I miss him.

I miss what I can't and will never have.

His touch,

His love,

His hand,

Everything.

My panic attack began to pick up as I stared choking on my sobs.

I wish he was here.

I heard movement beside me and tried to stop my crying. A finger was placed under my chin, forcing me to look up.

Before I could open my eyes, I felt warm, soft lips collide with mine.

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okay here I told you it would be before Monday! I feel like this book is moving too fast? What do you think?

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