It's Gone Further

Anger.

Vrrr, vrrr.

My phone vibrates, loudly piercing through the silence. I look at the time, 2:30. "Ugh, who is it now?" I think to myself. Austin.

Austin: Hey babe. Meet me in my room in 5? ;)

Me: Ummm, its 2:30 and everyones here...

Austin: And....?

Me: Seriously, last time we almost got caught.

Austin: We'll be more careful this time. Pweaseeeee.

Me: No. Bye. Going back to sleep.

Austin: Fine, bitch.

Me: Alright, dick. :b

I lock my phone and place it on my night stand. I pull my covers closer to my chin and slowly fall asleep.

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I get up early enough to get the bathroom to myself. I walk past my parents' room and notice they are gone earlier than usual. "Whatever." I say outloud, sneering under my breath. We were all supposed to go out today to be a "family" but I guess they forgot the memo. Again. I walk past Austin's room, hoping he's still in there. I want to leave before he gets up because he'll harass the shit out of me until he can get me to stay with him. I glance inside, he's curled tightly in his Devil's blanket. His chest rises slowly, up and down. I take this chance to really look at him, which I haven't done in awhile.

His deep brown eyelashes curl softly and create a dark fringe around his eyes.His perfectly cropped golden hair is messy. His sharp cheek bones give him a modelesque look. His tan glows softly in the morning light. After a few more seconds of staring, I creep slowly towards my room to get ready...

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"What happened to the thing with your mom and dad?" Stacy says, as I close the door to her BMW.

"You know the deal, same old shit. As usual. I really don't care." I roll my eyes.

"Wow." she replies.

"What?" I ask

"Nothing," I look at her," Seriously, it's nothing, nevermind."

"Whatever." I say, as I sit back in my seat and turn the radio on.

"This is my song!" Stacy squeals and turns up the music. She starts singing in her wonderful falsetto, that I've grown to hate. "Hey, I just met you,and this is crazy, but here's my number, so call me, maybe?"

"Ughhh" I groan.

"Shutup." she sings to me.

I turn away from her and look out the window. After a few more minutes, the song changes and Stacy turns the radio down.

"Finally," I say jokingly,"I thought I was about to die. That was so bad."

"Okay, bitch." she says, a little hurt

Right as I was about to apologize for being PMSy, my phone rings.Without looking at caller ID, I pick up, "Hello...?" I say, annoyed

"Where the fuck did you go?" Austin growls angrily

"Shit. Didn't think he'd wake up for awhile..." I think to myself.

"Um, I went to um get some... cereal. Yeah, I went to get cereal." I answer, knowing he can tell I'm lying.

"Get back home, RIGHT NOW." he shouts into the phone and hangs up.

"Austin?"

"Yeah, Austin."

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Stacy quickly backs out of my driver and zooms down the block. I stand there until her car becomes a black dot on the horizon. I walk into the house, ready for a fight. I close the door, wishing I could just hide. "I hate when he's like this." I whisper

"Why the fuck, did you leave," he races down the stairs," Especially without telling me. I was worried."

I look at his face. He's angry but still cute and fragile. I wait to answer, letting him breathe for a few seconds until he realxes.

"I just wanted to hang out with Stacy." I reply

"You could have just told me that. I just don't want you to do the stupid things I did." He steps closer to me and reaches out. I grab his hand, knowing that's what he wants. He pulls me toward him into a more-than-friends hug and I lay my head on his shoulder. We stand here like this for what seems like hours. I inhale quietly, about to say something until he kisses me passionately. My whole body melts into a puddle onto the floor. He moves his hands lower and lower down my back and kisses me harder as if he can't get enough. He stops kissing me and pulls me up the stairs. I follow him mindlessly. We get to the bed and he pushes me onto it and climbs on me. He unzippers my pants, as I pull my shirt over my head excitedly. He does the same, and continues to kiss me.

Vrr, vrr.

I stop kissing Austin, "Shit, my phone's ringing." I say dissapointedly. I get up to go get it, but Austin pulls me back towards him.

"Stay. Please." he pleads with me.

"It might be important. I'll be right back, geez." I quickly take my arm back and race down the stairs.

Four Missed Calls From Stacy<3

"Fuck. She's gonna be pissed." I say aloud.

I hurriedly dial Stacy's number, messing up on a few numbers. After two rings, she picks up.

"Where the fuck were you," she shouts, making me pull the phone away from my ear before I become permanently deaf,"I called you like ten times."

"Number one, why are you shouting? Number two, I was here the whole time." I calmly explained.

"I was just making sure you were okay. I could tell how angry your brother was." Stacy sighs, as if this is an everyday thing. Which it is, but she doesn't have to point it out.

"Austin wasn't angry, just worried and I can take care of my self, I'm a big girl." I say reassuringly.

"I know, I know. Well, bye then." she hangs up, quickly.

After placing my phone back on the table, I run up the stairs, hoping Austin is still ready.