The college Jock//Louis tomlinson

chapter 10

"Hello Ruby," Louis sat down against the shelf facing me whilst I was merely reading my favourite book 'The fault in our stars', which is one of the best books I have ever read...not that I read much.I decided to ignore him, he has made my life a perfectly living hell and I swear I'll hit him if he annoys me in anyway.

After I found out what happend with him and Zayn'e Ex, I felt even more hatred towards him but...I don't know why I feel attracted to him at to same time..I hate it!

"So,were where you last night? I came to look for you in your dorm and you weren't there after well ...what happened. ."He said his voice rather low.I brought my face up to look at him for the first time since last night and I couldn't take my eyes off him, he was really handsome.

"It's none of your business,Louis." I snapped and went back to my book.

"Well, I'm sorry for looking out for you, considering you just ran away." he huffed, he turned his head away to look out the nearby window.

"I wouldn't have to run away if you weren't a fucking ego centric jerk." I growled.

"Don't exaggerate Ruby, you were the one who had me against that wall last night! And than you fucking broke down into a fit."He siad annoyed.

"Are you kidding me?!," I grabbed a book from the nearby shelf and threw at his head.

"What the hell was that for?" He yelled silently rubbing his forehead.

"For being a jerk.You know what Louis, you're a dellusional bastard and I hate you with everything in me.You've been leading me on since I got here, first you say you like me, than you fuck about with my feelings moments later.You're a jock Louis! You lead girls on like they are some kind of puppets and fuck them for your own benefit! You don't know the meaning of liking someone or even loving someone.You will never have that! I hate you for everything you did to me and I hate you even more for what you did to Zayn!" I said feeling anger boil inside me.

"You don't know me, Ruby! You don't know what caused me to be this way.Do you think I like doing this? I hate it but that's the only way I can forget the past just for a few moments.And about the girls, that's what you would think.. that I'm a jock, but I have never fucked about with as many girls as you think Ruby.Yeah, I hurt them and left them with broken hearts but I'm not as bad of a guy as you think I am." he said back with the same amount of anger.

"You haven't made much effort to show me otherwise."I said and got up.

"Do you want to know something Ruby?" he said and got up. "I was brought up in a wild enviroment.My father beat my mother and got laid by a different woman nearly every weekend at parties, clubs and shit.Mu mother couldn't take care of me so she ran away, and left me with him.I hate him, I despise him for all he did.I grew up and started hating myslef. ..I was not ready for what I had become..I was never ready to become someone like him! A monster ruby..That's what he was and so am I. " I saw tears brim at his eyes at every word and my chest clenched.

"I can't change who I am but I try my best to change because I don't want to be like him!..Once I grew up I left that house and took a totally different turn in life ..I started college and started partying, having sex with different girls but I knew my limits unlike my father."He said,I looked down feeling rather uncomfortable with the situation.I felt bad to be honest, I felt really bad.

"I'm sorry..about that.But it still doesn't give you the right to treat people this way Louis."I gave him a small smile and starred walking away.

I felt his hand grab ahold of my wrist and he pulled me back.

"I'm sorry for everything, I know I hurt you and I'm sorry Ruby.You're not like any of the other girls and I..like you.I really like you Ruby and I'm sorry if I lead you on." he said and he actually seemed truly genuine for once.

"I know you hate me and I don't blame you, but can we at least try to be friends." he said hope in his eyes.

I hesitated because we both know there is something more than just friends.I finally understood..our 'relationship' is the like-hate kind of relationship.

"Louis how can we be friends if we both know that there is something more than that.And even the fact that we cannot go from hating eachother to liking eachother just like that." I spoke.

"I know, but we can take it slowly.I'll try my best Ruby, you're different and I've never felt this way towards anyone." He smiled, "I don't want you to get hurt." I stared at him nearly gaping but nodded and cleared my throat.

"Well, I have to go.See you around." I smiled and waved at him.He smiled and waved back.

"Bye, Ru." I stopped dead in my tracks when he called me 'Ru'.My brother used to call me that. Tommy where are you? I need you.

I turned around and gave Louis a small smioe and continues walking back to my dorm.

Once I got to my dorm, I searched for my key and couldn't find it.

"Damn it." I cursed searching for it in the bag.

"Are you okay?" A thick voice asked.I spun around only to be met by Liam.Damn, this boy was hot as fuck.Even under his white shirt and leather jacket I could see his perfect abs, biceps and muscle..Perfect.

"Um, yeah I just lost my key." I smiled trying to open the locked dorm.

"Here, let me try my key.The secretary said that some keys match other doors, which isn't very safe in my opinion."I laughed at what he had said.

He reached for his key and placed it in the lock, he turned it and grabbed the knob.With one swift bang against the door he opened it.

"Guess we are the matching locks." I chuckled and he laughed too.

"Yeah we are."his eyes stared into mine for what seemed like years days and weeks.They are so beautiful..

What am I doing? First I kiss Louis and start falling for him, than I kiss Zayn which meant nothing, and now I'm falling for Liam. Damn hormones!

"Thank you, Liam." I smiled and walked past him and through the door.

"Hey, um would you maybe like to...go out with me?" he asked rubbing the back of his neck.

"I...I..um." Right in time, I saw Louis flirting with a girl at the end of the hallway.Now, I believe him when he said he liked me.And we said we would start with trying to be friends so..there is nothing wrong right? We're just friends, I like liam and louis said that we are friends for now.

"I'd love to Liam." I smiled.

"Great! I'll come by tomorrow at 7? I own a bike maybe we can take a ride?" he asked and I laughed.

"A bike?" he rolled his eyes and chuckled.

"I mean like a motor bike.Like, yamaha r25." My eyes widened, that is like one of the most beautiful models of motorbikes.

"What color? " I asked.

"Black metallic. "he smiled.

"I'm in." I smiled, he laughed.

"See you then!" he waved at me and I waved back.

"So.." As I was about to close the door a foot stopped me.

"You have a date with liam?" Louis asked.

"Yeah.." I smiled.He clenched his jaw but smiled, not a genuine smile... far from it.

"Cool.See you around Ru." he walked away and I sighed closing the door.