Jimin pov
Hobi,Jungkook, and I were all in the practice studio getting ready to practice. Hobi and Jungkook were warming up while I was on my phone seeing if my online friend is on. I've been here for 10 minutes so I'm already warmed up.
"Hey JImin get off your phone least get started," Jungkook stated annoyed. I rolled my eyes and looked at my phone again. "Come on Jimin you can call back your little boy toy later least practice." I rolled my eyes once more and finally turned off my phone and got up and glared at Jungkook. I hate him some times.
"Come on you guys let's start practice," Hobi hyung cheered. I smiled once Hoseok hyung said that. Most of us when we are not on screen are fighting but Hobi hyung always makes me smile his one of the reasons why I'm still here.
As we started practicing V and JIn hyung came. Suga and Rapmon are working on the new album. Love Yourself. I personally don't get this theme. I can't really say I love myself. Or that most of the people in BTS does we just smile to make it seem like we are. That's just what I think, Jungkook over works himself and Yoongi was already depressed and didn't like himself. I'm staring at myself at the mirror learning the moves and only focusing on the dance and no one else around me. Some people same I take this to seriously but I'm been a dancer for years so I don't care.
"Chimchim why don't you take a break and rest and eat with us," Tae suggested. I gave him a weak smile once I was done with a move and turned around to him. Tae and I have been friends for years and he knows I don't eat that much. He finally realized how much I didn't. Used to pass out after every practice. I still don't eat that much but I eat more than back then. I see Hobi's face and he looks worried. I must look like I'm about to pass out but I'm not.
"No I'm fine I'll just eat later, promise," I replied happily. I wished they didn't worry like they did but they do and I can't changed that. But that another reason why I stay. I love the fact even though we might not like ourselves we love and each other and only hope for the best in others. I love our little family even though we fight.
Ever since that Love Yourself highlight do only thing I've been thinks about is. I wasn't filming the girl I was filming Hobi hyung. I wanted to be the girl. I want to be the one who makes Hobi happy and feel love. No one else but me. But every since the filming Hobi's been talking to that girl, messaging her, calling her, skyping her. It makes me sick truly. She's a good person but I just don't like the way they look at each other.
