Unconditional Love // Will x Shubble // Kiibble

Chapter 1

* TRIGGER WARNING AT THE BEGINNING. PLEASE SKIP IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO SELF HARMING AND ABUSE. *

It's happening again. I hear Jack coming up. I run and hide my journal.
He comes up and opens my door. I stand next to my bed as if I was doing nothing.
"Hey sweetie." He strokes my hair. I feel uncomfortable and I push his hand away. He looks at me in a concerned way and pushes me. He walks out and slams the door. I break down crying. I want my mom. I want a new life. I want someone to care for me and hug me. I grab the blade. I think of... everything. Everything in my life is horrible. I cut for everything bad that happen today.
1..... Horrible Life
2..... my anxiety had me crying.
3..... Horrible.... EVERYTHING.

I put the blade down... I need to stop this it's ruining me. It's ruining the opportunities I would have in life... Well what can I do to get out of this. What...

I go to my computer and see group chat messages on Skype

Graser- Where is Shelby?
Liam- I don't know she must be sleeping.

I reply.

Shelby- Hey.
Will- Hi Shelby.
Liam- Hiii
Graser- Hi Shelbs
Graser- You are quick to respond when she is here.
I blush a bit.

Shelby - Hey do you guys wanna record or something?
Everyone- Sure.
Shelby- Also be quiet my boyfriend is asleep.....

"Asleep"

Graser- Alright let's start. Go on teamspeak

We start to record. For some reason i was nervous when Will would talk. It was that feeling that felt good. The feeling that when you have butterflies in your stomach and my cheeks were red.

A F T E R R E C O R D I N G

"Guys! We should totally meet at LA." Graser Suggests.
"Oh my God yes!" Liam says.
"Sure. I can fly over." Will says.
I suddenly get excited.
Wait.....
Jack.
"Um well my boyfriend is here to stay over for the weekend but he will go back to Nevada on Monday so I have the house to myself."
"Alright! So see you all on Tuesday at the airport. I have to go to sleep because I have to work out at 6 am." Graser says as we say Bye.
"I have to go too." Liam and Will say farewell and I turn my computer off. Wow. I've never felt butterflies in my stomach like this in a long time....

W I L L

Well I guess I'm going to LA... to see everyone. I have to be honest I kind of felt those butterflies in my stomach with Shelby. I have to say I've always felt nervous around her. Well I guess I will see if I actually have feelings for her once I see her in real life.

I hear my parents and my brother at the kitchen laughing. Why are they awake it's 2 am. I walk out to the kitchen.
"Will! Come watch this show with us." Dad says.
"It's 2 am why are you guys awake..."
"Well it's Monday tomorrow I have no work. I guess let's have an all nighter" Mom laughs. We all look at her and cringe. "You know how the kids say"
"Mom.. are you drunk?" I laugh. Everyone laughs. I leave to my room and close the door. I lay on my bed and just think of Shelby's laugh and jokes. Well I better go to sleep.

*The Next Day*

Hey! I'm back with a new story I hope you like this chapter. I will be updating soon again don't worry I will keep this story updated :) Bye ♡