shane dawson (x reader) fanfiction

Friday Afternoon - Part 1

a/n: I love this is fic so much! you can make the narrator whoever you want: yourself, Gabbie, Ryland, Garrett, etc...I'd still wanna see them fuck lmao. also just wanted to thank you guys so much for reading (don't forget to vote if you like it!)

         Shane arrived home from work around 7:00. I was very happy to see him, he's been so busy with his youtube and producing career that i've barely been able to see him at all this week.  

      I hugged him when he came through the door, and asked him how his day was. He smiled and replied, "it was awesome!" but he still seemed like he was hiding some kind of sadness. We went into the kitchen, he told me about the podcast and filming with Garett and Drew to document their latest spooky adventure, and i told him about my day at work as well. 

      "i'm just so stressed, though." he said at one point. "i've been way too busy this week and i've been dying to spend some time with you. i'm so glad i'm home now, though." I sat down on his lap, facing him, and gave him a quick kiss. "i'm glad too." I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed him again, this time for longer. I wanted to see if this would make him happy, and although he was smiling and returning my actions he still seemed a bit sad. He looked at the ground for a few seconds, not speaking. i trailed a finger along his chin and he lifted it slightly to look at me. 

             "what's wrong, love?" i asked him softly. his eyes adverted back to the ground again and i felt him suck his stomach in slightly.He shook his head and said, "i...i know i say this a lot, and i know it might be kind of annoying, and i'm really  sorry, i know it's bad that's i'm always having to..." he bit on his lip nervously. "well, i mean," he looked at me. "you love me right? and you're okay with the way i look, right? and it's-it's perfectly fine if you're not i just you don't think i'm ugly or anything right--" 

            I leaned in closer towards him, placing my hand on his back and rubbing in comforting circles. "oh, god no, honey...of course i don't think you're ugly." it pained me to see him think of himself the way he did...i wished he could see the perfect man that i see. "and i think you're so handsome, and i love your body too. of course i love you, shane." I kissed his beautiful, full lips once again, wishing i could do more to take his insecurities away from him. I pulled away and saw that his eyes looked slightly happier and he gave me a small smile. "Thank you." he said. 

          "anytime. you deserve it more than anyone in the world. i love you so much." I kissed him more and more because i just couldn't get enough. I wanted him to be safe, here with me, enclosed in my reassurance so i could slowly work his tension away. I wanted him to feel special and loved. 

"i love you too." he said. we continued kissing.

             he leaned back into  the couch and i followed, my hands resting at his hips as he tilted his head back. I whispered into his ear, "i want you to know how perfect every part of your body is. your lips..." i trailed a fingertip alongside their perfect shape, loving how soft and pink and slightly parted they were, "are the most perfect i've seen. i would love to kiss them all day if i could." 

              i trailed my finger up to his eyes, which were looking up at me lovingly and now a bit lustfully. "i love your eyes. they're so kind and beautiful. i feel so comforted when i look at your eyes." 

               he mumbled a soft "thank you" with a pleased sigh. I could tell he was still a bit nervous. "are you okay?" I asked him, playing with his soft, wavy hair a bit. 

               "yes. i want to do whatever you want to do. just please don't take any...clothes off." he adverted his eyes insecurely again. 

                "sure, honey." I said, kissing him quickly but tenderly. I brought my fingertips to his neck and jawline, where i started lightly trailing little circles and lines. his eyes started to fall shut and i noticed that his legs were spreading a bit more in response. "your neck..." i started placing soft kisses along the tender and sensitive flesh there, making him intake sharply at the sensation, "is one of my favorite parts of your body. I love the way it makes you feel when i touch it. I love the little sounds you make." i started sucking on it now, because i knew that was his favorite. his exhales became sharper and he let out a low, quiet moan that made my abdomen warm up instantly.  his head went further back into the couch cushion, pushing his neck further upwards, and his lips started to open more. his skin was getting a bit warmer, too. I pulled away for a moment just to look at his gorgeous face. "shane, you look so beautiful...there's nothing to be afraid of." 

a/n: part 2 is Canceled or at least postponed to next week...i'm so sorry!