Chapter 03: Dear Ryvie..

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Inulit ko ulit yung song. Ngayon ko lang na-realize masakit pala talaga mag-mahal hindi siya ganun kadali. Hay. L

Tinignan ko ulit iPod ko. Naghanap ako ulit ng song. Na patitig ako ulit sa isang title, taman-tama yung song for me.

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That’s What Yuo get by paramore ang title. Si Tita xyla ang nag-download nito. Hahaha. ^__________^

Clinick ko na yung playbutton.

That’s What You Get

No sir

Well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore

It's your turn to take a seat

We're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt so much?

**Naalala ko lahat ng pang-aapi nila sa akin! Yung isang beses nga may fan girl siyang nalaman na magkasama kami tapos minura ba naman ako! Ay grabe yun sa group mesage pa! Pero di niya ako pinasahan! Buti si Franceine pinasa sa akin! Nalaman yun ni Ryvie! Pero anhong ginawa niya!Wala!Ako pa nga sinabihan niya na mag-sorry ako e! Siopao**

I can't decide

You have made it harder just to go on

And why, all the possibilities

Well I was wrong

** Yung mga kaibigan kong nawala sa akin dahil nagustuhan ko siya! Yung mga times na inaaway nila ako. -_______- Ngayon ko lang nramdamn yung pain! Ang daming lalaki bakit ikaw pa? Ryvie tell me bakit ikaw pa?**

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

** Yung pang-babackstab nila sa akin! Ang sakittt!<////3  Yung tipong miski iang thank you or na alam ko galing talaga sa puso niya. Wala akong na tanggap! Sakiy grabe. T_____________T**

I wonder

How am I supposed to feel when you're not here?

Cuz I've burned every bridge I ever built

When you were here

** Yung luha ko pag-iyak ko kasi banaliwala niya ako. -_________- Yung ako super saya ko dahil sa kanya pero siya pagnakikita niya ako! Ewan ko dun?-_________-**

I still try

Holding on to silly things, I never learn

Oh why, all the possibilities

I'm sure you've heard

**Nung 2nd day ng fair namin, nalala ko pa kumain kami ng maka-tabi kami! Halatang inis naman siya eh. -________- Pero ano kinilig pa rin ako. **

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

** Tapos after that nakita ko siya with a girl ang sweet nga nila eh. May holding hands pang nalalaman. -______- buhat buhat niya pa yung bag nung girl. After that umalis na ako. Pumunta akosa chapel dun ako umiyak. Ang sakit kasi!**

Hey, make your way to me, to me

And I'll always be just so inviting (so inviting)

If I ever start to think straight

This heart will start a riot in me

Let's start, start - hey!

** yung times na I want to think straight pero itong si heart tumututol. Nagpaptutuol naman ako.Di ko alam na masakit pala talaga umibig. Ang sakit isipin yung taong sobrang mahal ko. Di ako kayang mahalin.

Why do we like to hurt so much?

Oh, why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

**yup this is what i get. I let my heart win. Umiiyak ako. Nagmukhang engot, naging sund-sunuran. And now umiiyak ako.**

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

Tapos na yung song.

Hinanap ko yung phone ko.

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Hanap

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Hanap

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Gotcha! ^____________-^

Ano pa lang gaagwin ko ulit?

Isip

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Isip

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Mag-rrecord na alng ako my message for Ryvie...

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Okay. Ready

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Hi Ryvie! Hello! Hi! Ayun college ka na ako anamn 4th year high school pa alng I would like to tahnk you sa lahat nang mga natulong mo sa akin*first tear drops* akala mo wala pero meron eh. *second tear drops* and i want to say sorry kasi may mga ksalanan akong nagawa sayo na di ko siguro alam. And i want to say i... i love you not just a friend but you know what i mean*tears starts falling* And promise after this drama. I would move on and i will forget about this fantasy. Sorry, congratulations and i love you.

Tapso9 ko na i-record . humiga ako ulit sa kama and dun umiyak. I would forget forget about him i romise. And he would regret lahat ng pang babaliwala niya sa akin. 

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