I have loved you since then. I didn't know when it happened. When we were in elementary crush lang kita. Ikaw yung taong never ako tinuring na iba. Yung tipong kahit na lagi tayong mag kaaway ikaw pa di ang nagbibigay kulay at saya sa mundo kong madilim at puno ng pighati. I am not vocal pero alam ko sa sarili ko na na kahit asaran lang yun malaki ang naitutulong nito sa akin. I've been raised in a world full of fights, cries, noise, a not so very good kind of love in a family. I'm different and yet there you are. You made me feel special. With simple chit chat and such. I remember that time when our classmate pushed us to answer the questions written in her pocket notebook. I've searched the page kung saan ka nag sagot. Specifically run sa crushes. I really wanted to know who is your crush back then. I saw my name and I felt so glad. That was the very first time I have realize you have captured my heart. Our elementary graduation went off. I saw you in the same school I am attending. Nothing change we are still the same, you, me. You fell in love with my best friend I supported the two of you but I ended being in love with you. I am so jealous I even said that to my best friend. So naive, reckless, and stupid as I think about now. Why did I do that? We are still young but your effect in my heart is unexplainable.
Then one day I was shocked when you said you want me to be your girlfriend. I got scared. I realized I am always hiding in somebody's shadow.
As I read this on my 24th year of age. I got mesmerize when it sync to me that nothing actually changed at all.
