HEY GUYS, I HAVENT UPDATED IN NEARLY 2 YEARS & I FEEL REALLY BAD BUT IVE BEEN REALLY ILL! AFTER HAVING DIFFERENT OPERATIONS TO HELP ME, I NOW HAVE A FEW MORE WEEKS OF BEDREST BEFORE MORE OPS! IVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH A RARE DISEASE THAT WILL SHORTEN MY LIFE AND PUT ME IN A WHEELCHAIR! SO I PLAN ON UPLOADING A NEW CHAPTER AS MUCH AS I CAN! SO SORRY GUYS BUT ENJOY THIS STORY NOW :)
Ellie's P.O.V
Why do they treat me like this? I know they are probably onto the fact I haven't eat for days or that I've lost a lot of weight but how do I explain my feelings to them? I'm so fat and they don't see that, ughh what can I do! I feel bad now for Tara, I don't mean to shout at her, if anything I should be supporting her more than ever now!
You see Tara has a very complicated life, her mom died, 3 years ago, when she was 13 and her dad, well let's just say he doesn't exactly like Tara very much. He blames her for her mothers death! I know she hates herself for it, even tho it wasn't her fault she beats herself up about it. I worry about her a lot, even tho she puts a brave face on, I know she's hurting. I just wish I had the courage to stand up for her and tell someone about how unsafe she is.
I need to get down there and apologise before she leaves.
Luke P.O.V
"Beau you still taking us to school?" If he says yes I will literally kiss his feet, I'm too tired to be walking to school, we stayed up till 4.30am editing this weeks video!
"I suppose so, go and get the girls and tell them were leaving in 5" he says with a smile on his face.
As I go to run up the stairs, I see Tara running down them with tears rolling down her cheeks. "Tara, what's wrong?" She looks at me with hurt in her eyes and just starts running out the door, "TARA wait, talk to me!!" How can I let my dream girl get so upset and not go after her, even when's she's crying she's beautiful, her long blonde hair shines in the sunlight, her curves sit perfectly in her clothes, her big green eyes glisten at the tears keep pouring. I have to stop her.
As I go to cross the road to follow her I hear a loud beep, I stop dead in my tracks and apologise to the driver who almost just killed me but as I look up the girl that I've loved for so long has disappeared, she's out there alone, I have to speak to Ellie.
Tara P.O.V
Those words replay in my head like a broken record .... "Leave my family alone, leave my family alone, leave my family alone" .... How can I just leave them alone, their all I have! I scurry down the stairs crossing paths with Luke again. He can't see me like this, not now, not ever! "Tara, what's wrong?" Ohh why does he have to speak to me!! I take one last look at him and dart out the door ... "TARA wait, talk to me!!" ... Talk to you, for real?! Not in this state.
I just keep running and running ... Follow the wind ... I hear my mum repeating that sentence over and over in my head, That's what my mum used to tell me whenever I was scared or felt lost, right now I just want to run into her arms and never leave but when I run in through my front door I get a shocking surprise....
WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN TARA GOES HOME? HOW LONG WILL ELLIE BE ABLE TO KEEP TARA'S SECRET? WILL BEAU EVER GROW UP?
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