He soon followed and I walked up to Rook.
"are you glad, we broke up" I said starting to cry.
" August... " he said starting to reach for me but I blocked it and walked away.
" No I'm going to bed goodnight" I said and hopped in my bunk which was right above Colsons. I couldn't sleep so I sat there, listening to music, looking up at the ceiling. We got to arena and I help unload all their stuff from the back.
I'm I shouldn't be mad at colson but how could I not. He barely knows me and I think he said that he loves me because he was drunk or high or some shit. I don't knowvI just need time to think so I walked into the VIP room of the arena and got a cup of coffee and I sat on the couch. It's been 20 hrs since I slept last and I was in desperate need of it but I have to support rook in his part of the show so I tried my hardest to stay awake. I grabbed my phone and started scrolling through my Instagram and drinking my coffee.
"hey" I heard behind me
It was slim
"hey, sorry I didn't carry anything in" I said putting down my phone
" it's cool, we wouldn't get you help anyways" he smiled and sat next to me " look I know this is a lot for you. You found out you had a brother, started dating your favorite artist, and you guys broke up. All in a month. I dont know what happened between you two and I barely know you but I do know kells and he's never looked at anyone the way he looks at you"
I didn't know what to say. Of course I loved him back but I'm 16 and he's way older than me. I can't trust that we could stop before anything more happens than kissing or if his fans find out.
"I know" I said looking down " I just- I don't know if this is the right move"
" so think about it, but don't ignore him" he said standing up ' imma have to listen to him bitching"
I laughed and looked at him "thank you slim"
I walked out of the room and went to find kells, they were doing soundcheck. I walked up to him and grabbed his hand to have him follow me.
"August what's going on?" I heard him ask as we walked into the VIP room.
"look I know I didn't handle this the best way and I'm sorry but like can you blame me?" I stated as I sat down
"and I don't know if you meant what you said or if you were high but I'm 16 colson"
" I meant everything I told you, I know you're age but it doesn't matter to me, I love you" he said sitting next to me. Grabbing my hand
I pulled away from him" I just have to think about this colson. All of this" I said standing up and walking out of the room. I felt a tear roll down my face
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The Life I Live
FanfictionAugust has always been close to her family until she found out that she had a twin brother that she never knew about until 16 years later. They meet each other and August soon falls in love with her brother, Rooks best friend, Kells.
