The High School Crush

Gone

Dove's Pov: It was that lady that picked me up before. That's why I was in fear. I told her what happened, but she still made me go back. I gathered my things and we left, I never unpacked them. When we got there she took me inside and they were acting loving and like they cared. The second she shut the door he picked me up and screamed in my face then he took me to my new room and threw me in. It hurt worse then last time, the floors are wood so it doesn't feel well at all. I was going to text Ryan, but I didn't bother, he was probably sleeping anyways. He probably told them anyways. I should have told him what they are doing then he wouldn't have let them take me back. I layed in bed and I couldn't sleep, I ran into the bathroom and made myself throw up, I felt sick from crying so much. I went back into my room and sat on the floor by the window, I just looked at the stars and moon, but it was blurry because I was crying. I grabbed a sharpie and started drawing all over my left arm and a little on my right. It helps a little bit. I haven't eaten in a while, I'm never hungry. I just stopped eating normally, I'm just tired of everything. Sometimes I want to go to sleep and never wake up, everything just hurts, nothing good happens to me and if it does it goes away. I just wanna be happy, I'm happy around Ryan, but that's the only time I'm happy and I hardly ever see him anymore. I really miss him. I got my drawing notebook out and I started to draw, I always draw what I feel, I usually don't let people see the drawings. They won't understand completely. I can tell that the only friends that I have ever had are tired of it and they really don't care anymore. I was thinking and I remember I lost my favorite drawing, when I was 6. Before she left she gave me a necklace, I always have it with me no matter where I go, even if I'm not wearing it. If I lose it I freak out, but I always find it. I hardly see her anymore. I was showing her and my foster dad took it and ripped it up in front of me. I had an older sister named Alexis, we were in foster care together, but she turned 18 and moved away, she promised she would always be there for me, she promised she wouldn't leave, but she lied. The next day I got dressed and they unlocked the door from the outside. They were fighting so I just went out to the bus and I met V at school. I got to Drama class and I got really nervous and idk why. I looked towards the front of the room and I heard a familiar voice and the person looked familiar even though I couldn't see their face, then they turned around and started walking towards me, they said my Nickname. Who was it?