I'm never going to be good enough for you... There's always going to be someone better and... I'm going to be in love with you and in so much pain because I can't have you... Why did you have to start liking me? Why couldn't my crush on you still be a secret? Why can't I get over you? Oh I know.. In my head I still think you're perfect even through you cause me physical pain.. I still think you are the most perfect and beautiful girl ever. I hate it... I just want to be happy and not covered in cuts and scars because of you.. They are from the pain you've caused me.. But that doesn't stop me from still being in love with you.... I'm hopeless and you don't care about my feelings.
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A twisted state of mind
Non-FictionJust some stuff that I've written. A lot of it is self hate. But it's also just how I feel.
