Love One Shots

Confused

This boy who is currently one of my best friends is also the boy who can make me smile without doing anything.

 Anytime he smiles, it seems like it lightens up the room. When we talk it makes me happy. He can make me laugh like no tomorrow. I could sit with him in complete silence for a good 20 min and it wouldn't be awkward. 

Today I was looking at his eyes and noticed how beautiful they were, even if everyone has brown eyes, his are different. They have a softness to them. His hands are so smooth and keep mine warm at the end of the day. 

His laugh, don't even get me started. Its so smooth and never ceases to make me smile. I try to make as many stupid jokes just so I can hear his laugh. We jokingly hit on each other but I hope he knows I'm serious.

  He has been an amazing friend. Concerned for others peoples well-being, is passionate about things. The way he has a certain smirk when he talks about something he is proud of or he thinks is cool. 

 After typing this I realized how much I love him. I know love may be a stretch but I love my dog. I love my brother. I love my other best friends. I would take a bullet for all of them. So I love him as well. 

I notice all these things, like when he's upset, he doesn't talk as much. He gets competitive in sports and compares himself to other people, even if he is amazing the way he is. 

He confuses me, Alas I am confused