At the third movie things started to change. I started to notice Tyse more. The tingles started getting more intense usually I ignored them, he was running his fingers up and down my arm softly. I was biting my lip to keep from moaning, and all he was doing was touching my arm.
I put my wall up when my wolf made an appearance sending me the dirtiest images she could think of. And I'm positive 90% of them were illegal.
"Tyse" I said removing his hand from arm.
"You um... you have to stop doing that" I told him.
"You're scent is changing" he informed me.
"what?" I asked.
"it's getting sweeter, you're going into heat" he said lowly, oh that made sense.
"Is it going to hurt?" I asked him, he looked down at me and his eyes softened.
"No baby it isn't going to hurt" he told me softly. I chewed on my lip trying to pay attention to the TV. I pushed my wolf away cutting our connection. Would we have to have sex for it to stop? Was I ready for Tyse to mate with me?
Yes. I knew the answer. I was. I was completely and utterly in love with him. I loved him more than anything in the world. Sex didn't seem such a big deal to me now. It was Tyse.
I trusted him and I was completely comfortable with him, I loved him. I didn't see what the problem was. I looked over at him and he was watching me intently.
There was only one problem with us mating and that was the small detail of possibly getting a kid out of it. I had never thought of myself as a mother. I had never wanted to be a mother. I had never given it a thought. I didn't really want a kid, even though let's face it, Tyse's babies would absolutely adorable.
I'm not sure I was ready to have a kid.
"what are you thinking about?" Tyse asked me.
"Tyse" I said hesitantly, he focused on me more probably alarmed by the tone of my voice. He waited patiently.
"Do you um..." I looked to the floor "Want kids?" I asked him looking up to see his reaction, his face darkened.
"No" he said, I was surprised by the tone of his voice.
"Unless that would make you happy" he said in a lighter tone but I could still sense how much he didn't want that. It wasn't like I wasn't a kid either. I mean having a child is a lot of work, and responsibility.
Tyse and I are under a blanket fort having a Harry Potter marathon for cries sakes, that clearly states we aren't ready for a kid.
"Is that what you want?" he asked me, I could tell his normal voice was forced; I looked back up at him. His eyes said it all, they were kind of cold and reserved I had to keep myself from flinching and dropping my gaze to the floor.
"No, defiantly not, I just wasn't sure if that's what you wanted" he seemed relieved by my answer, he relaxed, and his eyes softened once more.
"why?" I asked him.
"Why don't I want kids?" he clarified, I nodded, he looked at me for a minute.
"Why are you asking?" he asked me instead of giving me an answer. Answer a question with a question, nice.
"Because your dad said-"
"you talked with my dad about having kids?" he said cutting my rambling off.
"well he asked me if I wanted kids, and I said no and he said you didn't either" I told him.
"Did he say why?" he asked me.
