jealous || grayson dolan *discontinuing*

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A/N - The picture above is you- Alexa Aiono. (Madison Beer) Your twin brother is Alex Aiono. (Alex Aiono)

Hours have passed and nothing has happened. The hospital is silent.. empty. I've bitten all my nails. I can't take this anymore. Finally, my last chance of hope enters the waiting room.
"Sarah." The doctor says is a low voice.
I instantly know what's about to happen. The sorrow expressions on his face said it all. He brought us into Sarah's room. There she laid. As white as a ghost. All signs of life had vanished from her poor, innocent body. She was desolated.
"Im sorry... we couldn't save her.." the doctor began. Sarah's mum (Kath) bursted into tears and sat next to Sarah on the hospital bed, holding her hand tightly.
Tears began to stream down my face. I was broken, defeated. I stood there, staring at Sarah. I lost all sense of sound and touch. I was stuck, trapped in my own body. I couldn't do anything but stare at her, wishing she would breathe one last breath, open her eyes one last time... I could hear Kath crying in the background. The doctor approached me and patted my back to comfort me.
"I'm sorry..."

I instantly sat up in bed, breathing heavily. I wiped my tears and sweat from my forehead. It's only been 4 months but I'm still having nightmares. At least once a week I have the same dream. The night that ruptured my life.. the night I lost my best friend. I always wake up at 6:00am after the doctor says "I'm sorry." I don't know why though.

I place my hand on my chest to steady my breathing and I check the time.
"6am.. ugh" I won't be able to get back to sleep so I'll just start getting ready for school.
I have a shower and start my makeup. I don't wear much- foundation, concealer (gotta conceal those pimples bitch), mascara and of course.. fake eyelashes. 💁🏼
After I'm done I straighten my hair and pick an outfit. I don't try to look good for school. There's no one to impress and plus, everyone already hates me.

"Alexa...?" Alex comes into my room and asks in a sweet voice.
"What do you want fuck face?" I'm not much of a morning person..
"Uhh can I please borrow your charger" Alex says with a cheesy smile.
"No. Leave" I reply coldly.
"Aw but my charger is broken.."
I turn around to face him and cross my arms.
"Ok, never mind." He walks out of my room as he puts his hands up to 'surrender'
"Bye the way, you should work on your resting bitch face." He says as he is at my door.
"...It's not pretty." He says with a smirk, then leaves.
"Stupid dick shit." I mumble to myself.

I run down stairs for breakfast and grab toast from the table.
"Hey that's mine." Alex whines as I take a bite.
"Do you ever shut up?" I reply.
I wait for Alex to get ready and we leave for school.

We get in the car and I put in the AUX cord. Justin Bieber, Friends comes on.
"Ew, turn this off." Alex complains.
"You know you like it" I tease with a smirk.

After 10 minutes of bickering we finally arrive at hell, aka school, aka worst place in the fucking planet.
I go to my locker and start to unlock it to get my books when a girl I've never seen before comes up to me.
"Hey, could you help me find my locker? I'm new" She says. she's so pretty. She has wavy blond hair and bright blue eyes.
"Yeah sure." I say say sweetly.
"Thank you. The number is 207." She says and shows me a small piece of paper the principle gave her.
"Oh, its right next to mine!" I say with a smile.
"I'm Alexa by the way." I introduce my self.
"I'm Alicia." She smiles.
I showed her her locker and helped her set up her books. We talked a bit about where she was from and why she moved.
"What subject do you have first?" I ask her.
"English." She replied.
"Oh me too!" I smile.

We walked to English and sat down next to each other. Soon after the teacher came in.
"Good morning class." She said loudly so everyone would quite down.
"Good morning Miss Winehosuse" (yes. Inspired by Amy.) The class replied.
"So, I hear we have a new student. Please, stand up"Miss Winehouse says with a wide smile and Alicia stands up.
"Nice to meet you. I'm Miss Winehouse."
"I'm Alicia.." she says awkwardly.
Alicia sits back down. At least Miss Winehouse is in a good mood today.. for once.
As soon as Alicia sat down someone walked through the door.
Grayson Dolan. The schools.. worlds biggest fuckboy. Girls swarm around him as if he's some celebrity. Well he is but you know.. Its almost as disgusting as he is. Every week he's with a new girl, hooks up with them and then dumps them. What a prick. How fucking unfortunate my brother is best friends with him. Him out of all people. I hate him, and the feeling is mutual. (Alex is also best friends with Ethan)  I roll my eyes. At least his twin brother Ethan is nice. Ethan is my best friend, and quite frankly my only friend.
"Who's that? He's hot!" Alicia whispers to me, but before I could answer..
"Grayson Dolan!" Miss Winehouse said unimpressed.
"Where have you been? Class started 10 minutes ago." She said as she folded her arms.
"I had better things to do." He replied with a smirk.
"Yeah, who was it this time?" I add with a smirk and the class erupted into laughter.
"I didn't "do" anyone" Grayson defends.
"Tell that to the hickey on your neck." I say and the class laughs again.
Grayson's smile was wiped right off his face.
"Alexa, not now please." Miss Winehouse says unimpressed. I mean, even the teachers know we hate each other.
"As for you, detention for a week" she continues. Ha! Serves him right.

He slouches in a chair next to me. Great.
"Alexa. Can I borrow a pencil?" He asks rudely.
"Borrow one from someone else." I reply with sass and without looking at him. I can't stand his face.
"Someone's in a bad mood today." He says back to me.
"Alexa.. talking while I'm talking. Detention for you too." Great. Guess she's not in a good mood after all.
"Thanks a lot dipshit" I say to Grayson. He just rolls his eyes.

This is going to be a longgg day.

A/N - hey guys. This is my first story. Sorry if it's shit. I guess I'll upload whenever I feel like it. Hopefully twice I week, if I'm in not sleeping. Lmao. Hope you liked it. Leave suggestions in the comments. Bye ❤️❤️