Harry's P.O.V
*Flashback *
I haven't slept for days thinking of What I have become, Staying up for 24 hours hating myself, hating life. knowing that What caused this monster in me to come out of it's hiding and show all the emotions that were accumulating inside me for years and years finally decided to show. Thaddeus Damn forbidden day. That I will never speak of ever again. Everyone was telling me to calm myself down before I did anything stupid because they knew What I was capable of . But being my stupid self I decided go out on a fucking rampage and rape a fucking innocent girl. What have I Been doing with my life , for the past two weeks all I've been doing was.drinking till I passed out on the fucking floor and staying home. I haven't aten in What seems like days because honestly ever since I did What I did I haven't had much of an appetite nor did I want to talk or see anybody at all. Even my girlfriend emma , She has been trying to get a hold of me for a week and I haven't answered not a Call or text from her. I've heard her try time enter the house before but I was too weak to get out of my bed. well I wouldn't say that I was weak or any other bullshit, I was disappointed and I know that it wasn't anybody's fault other than mine.
( Short I know. ily. vote, comment Cx follow or not; ) )
