On the Road Of Broken Hearts

Chapter 1

•Rhysand's P.O.V.

"Tomorrows my birthday! Can you believe it. My tenth year here. The best 10 years of my life!" Feyre says, barging into my office. When she sees me her eyes go wide with fear and curiosity. Curiosity of what I'm going to do and fear because of what I'm capable of.

"Um." She starts, "I thought Nesta w-was in here and.... umm.... sorry." She stutters. I want to tell her it's okay. That she doesn't need to be scared of me.

But I can't.

It's better this way. She's had a boyfriend of two years and soon they are to be married. I'm happy for her. I mean isn't happy wanting to rip the head off of that man every time I see him? I think it counts. I don't know why I feel this way.... I just feel a pull that I can't push away no matter how hard I tried.

At first I thought it was the mate bond but she's human so that doesn't fit. Next I thought of a potion that someone might have used on me but then I would've already ripped that guys head off.

I'm pulled out of my thoughts when I hear Feyre cough subtly to get my attention. "Do you need anything?" I ask coldly, no emotion in my tone as usual.

"No, I'll.... I'll just be on my way." She walks towards the door before abruptly stopping. "Actually can I ask you a favor?"

I sigh dramatically before saying, "Go ahead."

"Um I know we aren't close as when I was younger and I don't really know why but-" she pauses, I nod my head, a signal to keep going.
"But... I'm well my mom is dead and I never met my father and since the wedding is coming up.... IWASWONDERINGIFYOUWOULDGIVE MEAWAY!"

"What?" I ask, not being able to understand her mumbling.

"Would you," she repeats, "give me away on my wedding day?" She asks vulnerably. I go to say know but I make the mistake of looking into her eyes. All the hope fades and sadness takes over as she takes my silence as a no. She turns to walk away but I yell, "No!"

Most people would flinch but she doesn't. She calmly turns around as my mouth opens to spew out the words that I don't meant to say, "I'll do it."

She squeals and it makes me want to cover my ears but I resist the urge. "Thank you, Thank you!" She screams as she runs to hug me.

I stiffen but she doesn't realize this and just keeps mumbling about telling Nesta and Elain about it. Once the door closes I sit down in my big brown chair and sigh. That girl will be the death of me.

I don't know what it is but I'll have to wait another day because it's already 11:30 P.M. And contrary to many beliefs we can go in the sun which is why we have the same schedule as humans. I drift of into darkness with nothing but that beautiful girl on my mind.

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When I wake up I have a weird vibe. I feel like today something big is going to happen and it's not just Feyre turning 18. I ignore it, thinking it's a figure of my imagination, and move on.

I head to the kitchen, and I eat the food prepared by the cooks and then head to my office, which holds all my unfinished work