Hey guys, so apparently you all haven't been getting my updates. So I'm gonna redo them and share them with you all that way you all can get them. Happy reading! By the way, the song in the MM is called "Breakdown" by Ar'mon and Trey. You guys should check out their music. Its really good.
"We do this all the time this time feels like we're really done."
Ken POV:
"Mari..."
"Go away Ken.."
I'm in the hospital room with Mari and she seems like she doesn't wanna talk to me right now. She woke up about 3 days ago and has only said 2 sentences to me. I wonder what I did to her. We argue sometimes but she has never not talked to me over an argument. She had to be cut deep for her not to be talking to me.
"Ken, you must be wondering how you hurt me."
"Yeah baby, I am."
Mari POV:
"You been cheating on me?"
He hesitates.
"No baby. I would never."
"You hesitated..."
I woke up days ago and I haven't been talking to Ken. He doesn't love me like he used to. I know he been cheating. I talked to God in the Dream I Had. He said that trouble doesn't last always, but some things are going to have to change. He told me to stop letting the enemy convince me that my progress is permanent. He told me to slow down and notice the small things in life because the little things reveal the biggest secrets.
"Baby... I'm sorry..."
"Ken, keep your apologies. I already knew what it was. You haven't been loving me the same. The fresh love is gone. You been getting mad at me a lot lately. I didn't wanna see it for myself nor did i want to accept it but once reality sinks in, it's there."
"Baby, I don't wanna lose you."
"You didn't think about that when you did it. I thought we were together for a reason."
"We are baby, I love you...."
"How many times?"
"Baby, I-"
"Ken. How many times did you do it?"
"Three times, but baby it didn't mean anything I promise,"
"Three times...we been married 2 and a half years. Did you think about how much it would not only hurt me but how much it would hurt the kids? Our relationship? What about how much it would effect our future? Ken, this isn't hurting just me, it's hurting everyone and everything around you."
"Baby I'm sorry."
"I can't even think straight right now. I wanna leave, but it's like the love is pulling me back."
I don't know whether to stay or go. I don't wanna complicate my babies life, but I don't wanna be miserable.I Knew this was coming though.
"Baby, think about the things you gonna do to our kids if you leave me."
"Ken, how about you think about the things you gonna do to the kids when they grow up and find out that you cheated."
Ken POV:
"Think about this though.. If you love me, why are you leaving?"
Mari POV:
But do I really love him?
Okay guys, so this chapter may be a little confusing. This chapter is one whole conversation. The words that are in quotes are what they are saying out loud. The words without quotes are their thoughts. Hope you guys kind of understand now. Again, you guys should really go checkout Ar'mon and Trey on Youtube. Happy Reading!
