Moving (Woozi X Reader)

Part 4

Author's POV

Jihoon, on the other side was looking at her, wondering if she's going to be mad at him. Of course, he doesn't want her to be mad at him. He was about to forget her, but now she's back. Yes, although he wanted to forget her, no matter what.... he can't. WHY? He loves her, that's why.

He was scared that he's going to hurt her, that's why he told her to stay away from him. He was scared if she's going to hurt him too, he's scared of getting hurt, again. 

He's confused with everything. 

Although, it was funny for him to see that Y/N doesn't remember the other members. She seems to only remembered him and recognized Wonwoo a little. It's really weird.

How could she forget them, how could she forget the most important people in her life, how could she?  He couldn't believe that she forgot them. 

Especially Minghao, I mean he's Minghao lol how could someone forget him (SORRY FOR FANGIRLING STUFF)

*Time skip, the next day*

"YAHHHHHH," Y/N kicked Minghao off the bed. "What the heck Y/N" he yelled. "How did you get up here and what was that dream??" she cried. "We agreed that we'll split the side of the bed since you were too nice and didn't want me to sleep on the floor, what what dream?" Minghao asked.

"I was dreaming about a younger self, with another 13 boys. They all look like you guys. Honestly the dream looks familiar like a flashback. It's like I was actually there before. I feel like I know you guys before. For real, I feel like that since I came here and you guys are like overprotective, especially you and Jihoon, and basically all the other boys. I think I know you guys. Is there anything I need to know, Minghao? I knew you guys before right?"

Minghao is kinda happy that she remembers him but not happy at the same time. He wanted to start over with her, he wants her to start over with everyone. That's what everyone is trying to do right now. Pretend that they never knew each other before. But like Y/N thinks, they acted like they know you, it was too obvious.

"If I say yes, would you be my girlfriend? Because if we knew each other before, you can't use that excuse anymore right? The one you said that we only met, we barely know each other. Now, you found out about something that maybe true, would you be my girlfriend if I say yes" Minghao said strictly.

"I don't know, if I really forgot you guys then if would still be the same anyway. I forgot who you are, you might now be the same like the person I knew before, I never know that. So my answer might be the same. The thing is you have to prove me that you like me. I don't know if that's true or not. Right now, I trust you guys. If one day I know that you lied to me, I will get hurt. I don't want to get hurt again. This is too much for me, I'm sorry Minghao but can you please tell me, have we met before?"

"Yes, Y/N. I had seen each other before. We all met before, the other members too. Y/N what happened to you? The old Y/N is not like this. You're like the sunshine of our group. Now you're the opposite. And how did you forget us? Did you forget everything? Tell me what happened"

"I don't know Minghao. After I left, I don't remember everything. I don't know what happened"

"How are you still remembering Jihoon"

"Like I said I don't know, please stop asking me questions. I'm having a headache now"

"Fine, you should go rest then. We don't have school today. But you should keep this in your mind, although you forgot us, just remember that we can always start over" Minghao said as he got up and left the room.

"Guys, Y/N knows about the thing now. She only remembers some of us. She forgot everything after she left except Jihoon" Minghao told the other members. "You should feel good for that Jihoon, that means that you're important to her. She's really important to us. Please don't hurt her, if you hurt her, you hurt us" Seungcheol mentioned.

"I didn't want to hurt her, I didn't want her to hurt me. If we both stay away from each other, no one will get hurt" Jihoon replied.

"How do you know? You know what she says to me up there? She told me that she went back to find you. But when she did, she couldn't find you. She couldn't find us. We left her Jihoon, she didn't leave us" Minghao said.

Jihoon felt like his heart's about to break. It's breaking to know that he's misunderstanding. It's breaking to know how he left her alone. How he's treating her. But he just doesn't know how to fix it without hurting her.

"Hyung, really you should go say sorry to her. You might make things worse, she might forget you" said Mingyu.

Y/N heard a knock on the door. "Come in! The door isn't locked" Y/N was still in her bed. She felt sick. She heard a footstep walking towards her. Finally sat on the corner of the bed. "Y/N, lunch is ready. The members told me to come and tell you" 

Y/N looked up and saw Jihoon's face, "Jihoon? Wh-why are you here?" she's saying while getting up. "You see, I shouldn't be mean to you, I'm sorry. But like I said we both don't want to get hurt, so if we don't have anything to do together we should stay away from each other. I'm sorry Y/N, I can't think of any other things. The other members told me that I'm important to you, you deserve someone better than me. You shouldn't get hurt because of me" he said and left.

Left Y/N alone, crying in her room again. Again. Again. 

Is this a bad idea for her moving in here? She doesn't feel like she belongs here.

AUTHOR'S NOTE

안녕~~ Hello everyone, I'm back!!! I might just update everyday I have a planning period at school. Because I have many homework and I have to draw for inktober and my only free time is this class. Thank you to everyone that is supporting this boring novel. Why are you even reading this anyway?? 

I just wanted everyone to know that this maybe a really short story or a really strong story, depends on my idea later. 

Author's diary time

Oct 5th

Yassss the social(PROM) is next week YAY and OH MA GAWD he(my boyfriend) asked me out!! I'm happy. It was like a dream, I know I danced with him last year but we were both forced to. I hope that we get to dance together this year too!!!

The thing is, I barely know any new pop songs, I only listened to Kpop lately. I guess I have to start listening to them now. I hope that the seniors will let us request some songs, I going to ask most of my friends to request some BTS songs or some SEVENTEEN songs or some other kpop hit songs. I just hope so.

I hope that I won't do something stupid since I'm almost fifteen, I should be more mature right? I was planning on wearing the band shirt with a skinny black jeans, I tried wearing it before and Oh lord it's like a best mix and match. They look so pretty together. That tried it last year, I hope I will look good in it this year.

The hair, I'm not going to do anything to it at all, probably not gonna tie it too! Make it messy-ish curl. That's the plan, I don't know if it'll look well tho. He said that I was pretty at the band and that's what I'm going for, except changing the black pants to black jeans. Like I said, I hope it works.