Feelings In A Box Called Heart

09 | Alive

I'm the same no more
I've been changed by the way
Today I can see I'm stronger than yesterday
Maybe even smarter
If you can see I've learnt with my mistakes
But I didn't deny my past
I've just made my way, giving my best

I had everything
From the best to the worst
I saw the ruins of my whole world
And that wasn't time to be weak (no)
All the love, close friends and my father'd gone
But I couldn't give up
I should go on, I had to survive
So today you see I won

I didn't fall in the hell
But I haven't been in paradise
I only counted on myself
For fighting and surviving
Maybe all could be easier
But in the end this let me stronger
Teaching me how to be wiser
Keepin' me still alive

I've played by your rules
And you understood
I'm more than you thought
I lost my innocence when I've taken my choice
I left my wonderland
Throwed in real world
Leavin' behind my dreams and hopes
I only had one chance

I was pretended, used and cheated
My rage fed my will to live
I found my strength in their weakness
I reached the top by my own
Risin' through the darkness
Without your help or even anyone's

I didn't fall in the hell
But I haven't been in paradise
I only counted on myself
For fighting and surviving
Maybe all could be easier
But in the end this let me stronger
Teaching me how to be wiser
Keepin' me still alive

You thought you could leave me
Locked down here underneath ur eyes
Coverin' me with this heavy
Skin of your own foolish
But now I see above it all
I see above your lies
I can see the truth
Now I see... EVERYTHING
U tried to kill my dreams 'n feelings
You tried to kill me inside
Chokin' me with my own tears
But I'm still alive

Thought you got that
So wrong, I've never been better...
Thought I'd be dead
You're wrong, I've never been better...
Never better