failure

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Guys today wasn't the best day... within a few minutes after I got home I'm already getting a text my sister "fuck you, bitch"
I just called her jerk and she said that to me and it really triggered me and of course she's going to text on here and call me that again..
Where's the knife when you need it?
I don't know...
Your sisters probably right
Shut up you don't know nothing...
I'm your inner thoughts of depression of course I know a lot of things! I like how you were feeling when you were talking to your little friend, which was adorable when you tried to help him and totally failed~ I didn't know you were that much of a failure!
S-shut, up....
Like, come on Space! don't don't you know how to use your Noggin?
You should have told him to man up or actually even tried harder! Now you're here thinking of depressing thoughts feeling like you could have done better~
How much do you actually think he forgives you or will even get close to feeling better? You bitchy human! No one can ever love you no matter how sweet are kind you are!! You know you are the mistake of the family and you know you should have done better but you messed up too many times and now you cannot fix even the smallest problems!! That's why kids still pick on you in high school! You should just give up!!!
N-NO!
OH YES! JUST DIED ALREADY! I'M SICK OF BEING IN YOU UESLESS HEAD! YOU A WASTE OF SPACE AND YOU KNOW IT!!! DO SOMETHING RIGHT IN YOU LIFE AND JUST! JUST END IT! NO ONE WILL GIVE A FUCK!!!! JUST... one.. small.. cut... do it.. don't fail me... just like you failed everyone else

Just like that... when someone talks about failure they don't know what true failure is until they enter a mind of someone who's depressed or has depression... failure equals Death... and this is just a ticket out of hell... but before we take that ticket I put a lot of us want to suffer but I'm not sure what I want yet...(just do it) I-i'm scared (wimp!) I don't know what to do... (coward!) I just want to be happy (bitch!) But it won't let me(you!) I'm just a...

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Help!-
Just die...
.... Ok.. I will....

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