All over again in love (B1)

Karma is around the corner!

Right now, I'm looking at my car door window. Thinking to myself, because today is not the greatest of great days, I killed my boyfriend, not on purpose but not on accident, if I had fallen in love with someone else then things would have turned better then that scenario. When girl's get jealous they can't control how they react to the situation, girl's that are jealous are fearless, so why do I feel like I have no emotions to belong too. Is it because god wanted me to deserve this kind of punishment to be able to withstand love and to be loved. I guess god can be cruel at times but for how long can he stay mad, maybe until I'm an adult unless he is stubborn, he might forgive me when I'm dead but that would be a waste of time! I'm not sad my boyfriend died. I just have no emotions right now. My parents think I'm still processing this in my brain. But I do know there wrong and I'm right! People at school called me Yandere. I'm not wanted right now, I don't think I will ever be wanted! My family is moving right now to New York because of the incident of what happened, people keep calling me where everywhere I go, murderer Yandere and other hideous names, that I don't want to voice in my head. But they do keep saying I killed him because I wasn't being a sap, crying over his dead corpse at the funeral, like every other girlfriend would, if their boyfriend died because of them. By the way since your reading my story, my names Sasha Clarabelle, I'm 14 years old and I accidentally killed my boyfriend, he's officially my ex's boyfriend now. I don't belong in this sad world full of evil people like myself that cause miserly and broken hearts to a lot of innocent people in this world.

"Sasha my dear, don't be sad, me and your father, believe you did no harm to him" says mum beaming with confidence

"but it's not what you guys think, it's what others think of me" says Sasha gaining lower self esteem

"why should you care about what others say, it's not like you to think that!" says mum trying to give her daughter some confidence

"love changes for the better or for the worst, that's what I got told anyway!" says Sasha trying to make a point

"anyway, we are carrying on with our new life, it's good thing, not a sad thing at all!" says Dad

"yes, I know that dad, you've told me this, since you decide we should move to New York and take break from this crappy old town called California" says Sasha

"so let's grow and us three, should forget about the past and have very good life's and make lot's of new memories" says Mum.

(1 month later)

Right now, I'm a happy bright girl, not like the state I use to be in, one month ago. I moved to New York and started living in a 2-storage house. 20 minutes down the street from my school. My schools called Norwood High School. No one at my new school knows my past, only me and my family, no one's suspicious either and that puts my mind at ease. My two new best friends at school are Chloe and Ella. Chloe has dark gorgeous dark brown silky hair with dark blonde highlights, she also has dark blue eyes and a sexy body figure, she's average height but with a bright bubby personality, her dads the principle of our school. Ella had black shiny hair, she wears a lot of dark make up, her personality is the opposite of Chloe's. She's a couple of inches shorter then Chloe and me. she has green emerald eyes too. her parents own a Thai restaurant. You're properly thinking do I have a boyfriend? Your answer is no, but I'm hoping to head that way soon, well I do. have a crush on the most popular kid in my year his names Jack, he's a bad boy, I totally want him for myself, I'm starting to crave for him, more and more each day.

"Hey, wait up Chloe and Ella, sorry for getting out of bed late again!"

"it's fine bestie" says Chloe