Life

Old habits

1 week later
The song had been out for a least a week and the love was so amazing. It was 1 in trending and I gained at least 20 million instagram followers which put me at 45 million. Apparently the girl in his bed had been chloe and they have been dating or at least seen together at clubs, stores and even at his house in the vlogs.

All my music videos were being released today so I headed over to the Clout gang house to hangout with alissa and Banks

Knock..Knock

"Coming" someone shouted from inside, Alissa opened the door in only me "Do you want to go out tonight" I raised my eyebrows "Damn straight to the point, hell yes, let's go"

I walked over to Alissa who was waiting for me downstairs along with rice and Banks "GODDAMN" Alissa hollere dfrom the door, I spun around and into her arms. Sommer threw her arms around me "Lets go party" Banks said as he pulled us out the door

After 19 rounds of shots, and 6 hours later

I ordered a uber to Alissa's to house and dropped off  them off and then I went to Logan's. As I pulled up and walked up to the door of the apartment and I called Evan

Ring Ring....

"Hey,Evan carn ou opn dor" Evan chuckled "Tessa, I'm only doing this cause you hella drunk and I don't know where else you might end up" I hung up and leaned on the door as I waited. Evan opened the door and I slid onto the ground "Owww" I whispered. Evan helped me up and laid me on the couch, as he placed the blanket over me I asked "Hey where is Logan " Evans eye shot to the ground "he is in his room with *Murmur*" I leaned closer "what" Evan whispered "Chloe " I threw me purse at the wall and Evan shush me as he kissed my forehead and went to get me water.

Just then my eyes got heavy and then all I saw was blackness... When I woke up I felt some girl staring at me, "Hey, who are you" chloe asked, literally 10 centimeters  away from my face I rubbed my eyes "Um, um,Evan!Evan!" I yelled and threw my legs over the edge of the couch.

   Evan opened his door and smiled "OH, Chloe, this is Tessa" my eyes widen as I tilted my head torwards Evan "Oh, um, I'm Tessa, Tessa Brooks. I was a little drunk and I came here to see my friend" I said honestly. I got up and started to walked towards the kitchen she stepped in front of me and said

   "Excuse me, but where do you think you're going" I tilted my head, she was really getting on my nerves, she and Logan and then she has the audacity to stop me when I've been in this house,more times then she's ever.

"Well Chloe, I am going to the kitchen, you can yo back to Logan who is most likely in that room right there" she gasped and rolled her eyes
   "Yea,well you don't live here you can't just do that and just for the record I was in that room with all night" I looked at Evan who looked scared

  "Well Chloe, I don't live, and last time I checked neither did you, so Get the fuck out of my way dont make me ask again. And yes I used to be in that bed all night long too , isn't it just so comfortable" I said in the most condescending voice. As I walked past het I threw my shoulder into hers, she dramatically fell

   "Logan, Help me I'm being attack" I sighed. Logan came walking out in only his boxers "Chloe are you... Oh hey Tessa what are you doing here " I bent down on my knees so I was 1 foot away from Chloe's face "I told you to get out of my way ,bitch" Chloe got up and latched on to Logan's arm "She threatened me" I laughed "No, ask you to do something and you didn't do it so you got the consequence, also I tried being nice to you but you got on my nerves , so if you don't mind I'm going to go back to getting my grapes." I pushed past both of them

  "Oh and Logan goodmorning, I'm going to need some more clothes from your closet" Chloe gasped and ran off into his room, I laughed "Oh I'm sorry, she's just so easy to piss off"

  Logan just stood there looking astonished "What are you doing here" I walked back into the living room and started to put my heels back on

   "Well I came here around 3 am, drunk and I was at the bar just down the street so I sent my friends home then I came here and Evan let me in and let me sleep on the couch"
  
    Logan looked at the wall which had a hole on it from my purse, "Oh, I did that " I said as I walked over to him and gesture for him to zip up my dress, Evan walked back in his room and we were all alone "So um how's life been?" I asked as I walked back in the kitchen to make myself some coffee. He slowly walked over to me and but his lip, which sent shivers down my spine

    "What you doing" I asked as he crept closer. He backed me up to the wall and parted his legs around mine, he put his finger under my chin as if he were going to kiss me but instead he examined my neck, "Umm can I help you" I asked trying to find my way out of it, then it hit me, he was looking for hickeys which I have all over my neck but they were well hidden with makeup it at least they were when I fell asleep.

   "See Tesssa the problem with this situation is that I don't believe you just came here last night, unplanned, to sleep on a couch, cause if you did why cover up hickeys, I think you covered the hickeys planning to come here, planning to have sex with me ." I gulped but still kept a straight face "Why would I do that " He pulled my bottom lip down "Cause you wanted this and you know how jealous I get " He picked me up and placed me on the counter and kissed me. I tried to fight it but I couldn't, I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to me."Logan can you come here" Chloe yelled from his room, I pushed him off and jumped of the counter "I got to go" I grabbed my purse and headed for the door, I turned around and blew him a kiss "Go to your girlfriend, she might think you're cheating and none of them like cheating" Logan smiled sadly and waved. I shut the door behind me and slid down it "God I missed him" I thought to myself

3 days later

  I made  2 new song that I'm really proud of. The first on is kind of sad but that was the point so.

The second one really was about getting up and dusting myself off and so many people responded in a positive way especially when Ty Dolla $ign was a feature