Who Was I?

A Monster I am not!

Dwight Pov-

I'm not too comfortable in my new life. My 'family' has a lot of problems. I wish I could remember who I was, but then again I don't know.

There's too much drama.

My Sons and the beautiful woman who I now know as the mother of my children; Cookie Lyon.

I get kinda upset with myself just seeing her crestfallen facial expression.

I am not the man she fell in love with.

Sometimes as Im speaking I catch her looking at me, and it tears me up for some reason.

Claudia says that I shouldn't be around them a lot. But I can't help but feel drawn to Cookie.

Hakeem, I guess is right, I mean I'm not the father that they once knew.

But just hearing about who I was is very scary.

Lucious Lyon as everyone calls me: sounds like a violent, evil, gangster, and a downright corrupt human being.

And trust me just from hearing stories about that other me, gets me tight and I never wanna go back to that world of pain and suffering.

But that won't stop the curiousness-for me to see what this man has done in his life.

The only other person who doesn't call me Lucious, is the old lady living in my home. My mother.

She gives me a bad vibe, and Claudia doesn't want me alone with her.

Learning to walk wasn't easy, and Cookie doesn't want the world knowing what I'm going through.

Such a sweet woman.

Running a multi billion dollar company; (Empire, Jamal told me the name.) That's not something I'm ready for.

I don't wanna flip out again.

But uh Cookie has moved in with me and I don't mind one bit, but I wish I could talk with her one on one.

Also I wanna know what really happened in Vegas.

I wanna know if I was a horrible person in my other life.

Finding out shouldn't be hard, I just have to find some people outside of the family.

I will not be labelled as this..... monster.

A/N: How was it? Corny right? I just had this floating around in my head. I told myself I wouldn't start another story..... anyway let me know if I should go on?