Who Was I?

Be a Better Man

Lucious Pov-

I'm getting the feeling that whoever I was before, couldn't have been good.

My family is treating me like I am fine china or something.

I may not remember anything, but I do know I enjoy music.

But not that kill em and shoot em up type, that stuff freaks me out.

Hakeem did tell me I punched him in the face.

I just can't see myself doing that to my own son.

Besides trying to get my memory back, every time I see Cookie, she looks more and more beautiful.

I can see why we have three sons.

Having her on my arm at that Empire event, made me almost forget about my worries.

But I still felt bad when I couldn't remember that Carlotta woman.

I wonder what she really wanted from the other me.

Cookie tells me that I was a big shot.
Well it doesn't matter now I guess.

I hate being in the dark. I couldn't have been that bad right?

Claudia was so worried when I slipped off on her.

I didn't mean to upset her, but like I said I just wanted to see if I could find out more about myself .

As I sat at the table in my huge yard, I saw my other son Jamal approaching.

"Hey Dad, how are you?"

I nod.

"I'm doing okay, and you Jamal?"

He chuckles.

" I'm aight, I'm working on this new song. But it's missing something and Mom won't help me out."

I adjust my hat, because it feels like the sun is directly over me.

"Well, what kind of song is it?"

I see Jamal hesitate then he relaxed.

"It's a love song, but it's explaining how I've been feeling lately."

I have to show my family that I'm not Lucious, I'm gonna be a better man than he was.

"Well, you just have to put every emotion that you feel in the song and don't hold back. If that makes any sense."

Jamal was expressionless, but then a huge smile broke out on his face.

"Thanks Dad. I'll use that."

I smiled as well.

It feels great to know I helped him out a little.

"Hey Jamal, what does the Empire look like?"

He looked at me and then laughed.

"Why don't cha come see it yourself?"

This should be interesting.

Good thing Claudia isn't here.

A/N: Oh geez, don't go Dwight. Jamal don't be stupid. Lol Anyway, I really don't know why I'm still messing with this book.... Well Thanks to everyone who reads,votes, and comments.