The Gaymers

Mistakes

Chapter 9: mistakes

-it has been months and a week since Rick disappeared. Aniki was the only person who haven't been brainwash. What you thought she'll drink a venomous tea from a guy who've threatened them and so on? No. She didn't drink it, perhaps, she pretend to drink it. Reiko, Bella and Ace have been following whatever Sam said. Quinn, is in charge to take care of Rick meanwhile Sam distract The Gaymers. Forget to mention.. they finally finished their 1st (term ?) Year (?) examination, now they have the opportunity to take a break which means.. SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!-

          Sam's POV

I never felt like this before! I'm really happy, people who didn't believe me finally like me! They sure do like to be around me! The girl that I love and wanted was here next to my side, well, it's been awhile I didn't see Quinn since she's in charge to take care of Rick. But hey, I have lots of time to spend with my beloved girl, Bella♡ I AM SO HAPPY... yet.. I.. feel empty?.. I know this is not real, I know sooner or later they know the truth, the real story.. and everything that I have will disappear.. I'm running out of time yes I know.. but please.. at least let me have this precious memories with me.. till I die.. fortunately, I think there's no cure for the brainwash thingy.. in a matter of fact, I'm still thinking on what am I supposed to do to Rick.. he's still my brother of course but he doesn't even want to look at my face nor talk to me.. I don't know if he actually hate me or is it just because he's weak and helpless?.. but still I need to at least talk to him.. I want to tell him that I'M his BROTHER.. But.. what if.. he doesn't believe in me? After what I've done to him.. will he forgive me? Silly question.. of course he won't.. he'll hate me more.. MORE AND MORE.. I don't want the past take control of my mind.. I had enough.. I don't want to go to that hell ride of memories.. I need to go to Quinn for now.. 'checkin on my brother..

-time lapse,at the abandoned house-

I walked in and saw Quinn sat in front of Rick.. I grab a chair next to Quinn and sit down.

Sam: how's it going?
Quinn: nothing much.. he still doesn't want to talk with me.. he didn't even touch the food that I gave him..

I stare at Rick, his face was pale.. REALLY pale, his eyes were the only thing that is still bright, but it looks as if it was filled with rage. I poke his forehead and speak to him

Sam: Bruh
Rick: ....
Sam: Dude
Rick: ....
Sam: Bro...

Rick try to slap my hand away but his hands we're tied around the chair, he growls and he narrowed his eyes on me. I slightly back away

Sam: huh... I see, you hate me when I said Bro eh?
Rick: ... We are not friends.. not related or anything..

His voice was so raspy, he growls louder and look down to his feet back, his word slightly hurt me.. I mean wow.. my own brother said that, I haven't even told him that I'm his brother. What a shame.. I look at Quinn and tell her to leave us alone, I need to have a serious talk with him.. Quinn nod and she walks out of here..

Sam: Rick.. I have something to tell you.. It's your choice wether you believe it or not..
Rick: ...
Sam: .... I am actually your brother..

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                   ......ha..

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

I widen my eyes and back away from Rick as he laughs maniacly.. he took a deep breath and yells at me

Rick:  YoU ThiNK I wILl BelieVE ThAt?! I WoN'T FeLL InTo oNE Of YOur PaThEtic TrICKS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! BROTHER? ME AND YOU? BROTHER?! SON OF A BITCH... I'M AN ONLY CHILD.. GOT ADOPTED BY A FAMILY, YES.. I- I'm an orphan.. I-I don't have a brother..nor a sister.. sobs I lost my memories.. I do think I have a siblings..
Sam: then I'm your bro-
Rick: and I'm sure it's not you..

He glares at me while his tears streaming down to his cheeks.. did I do something wrong? Huh.. of course I did..

Sam: as I expected...
Rick: if you don't mind please.. get out of here.. leave me.. I don't want to talk to a PATHETIC creature like you.. a LIAR, EVIL, CRAZY person like you don't deserve to talk with me...

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'Fine..'

I stands and puch him right on the face then walk out the room growling and clenched my teeth tight.. CAN'T BELIEVE HE SAID THAT.. HE COULD JUST SAID "I DON'T BELIEVE YOU" and that's it.. YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY I'M A PATHETIC, LIAR, EVIL OR CRAZY OR WHATSOEVER THAT IS!!!!!!! I.. I.. I just.. I just want my brother back.. I want the good old memories back.. I want.. I want to start a new life.. with.. with all of you.. GUESS I'M WRONG!! I can't.. I won't able to achieve it.. I know it.. THIS IS WRONG!! THIS IS JUST A HAPPY FANTASY STORY.. It was not real.. I know.. I should have just give up.. I should've.. I..

  "I don't know anymore..." -Sam