Is It Love?

Chapter 19

When we arrived in Virginia i was glad back to be on the ground.

We had school in two days.

Ugh that sucks i hate school. Im trying not to have to deal with Jayne's bull crap.

Normal weekend

Monday

I walked into the dreadful halls and went to my locker.

"What's up?", Jayne said with a smirk.

I looked at her, grabbed my stuff and headed to class.

"I'm trying to be friendly", she said.

I kept walking.

"What's up you're ass?".

"Leave me alone I'm not dealing with your bull today!", i yelled.

I kept on walking and walked into my first period when something struck me in the heart.

I went to my seat keeping to myself.

"Welcome, We have a new student named Bethanie Miller", Ms. Blake said.

She was so pretty. Prettier then me.

She had dark brown hair with a blue streak.

She was wearing a pink spaghetti strap with a jean jacket and a black skater skirt.

She was talking to Matt when i walked in.

Flirting, laughing, playing with his hair.

I didn't really have friends other then Jessie but that's no longer. I think shes coming back to Magcon though.

I realized. Why do i care if her and Matt go out?

Magcon starts back up for 4 weeks.

Texting convo.

S: Promise to pick me up after i get off my flight?

N: Yea but Cam might come.

S: whteves.

End of convo.

We got on the plane and Matt and Bethanie ended up sitting next to me.

I got the aisle seat so i was pressing the button to make the attendant come out.

"Can i change my seat", I whispered to her.

"Sure, gimme a second", She said.

I wanted to move because obviously Matt and her were dating and kissing all over eachother.

He actually looked happy for once.

...

I got my stuff and went to my seat.

After the flight.

"You wanna catch a cab with us?", Matt asked me.

I looked at him and waited at the curb sitting on my suitcase.

Then Nash pulled up in his new Jeep.

"Well....Bye then", Matt said as he got in the cab.

"Hey babe", Nash said.

"Hey, so I'm guessing Cam didn't want to come?", i asked.

"No his flight got delayed till tomorrow".

We drove to the hotel.

"Who was that slut Matt was with?", Nash asked me.

"Bethanie", said as if discusted.

We were in the parking lot.

"Are you jealous?", Nash asked.

"No", I said. I was lying. I am shes pretty and I'm just me.

"Trust me, you have nothing to worry about", he said wrapping his arms around me.

"I love you".

"I love you too Santana".

Matt never said he loved me...At least i don't recall him saying that to me.

We left to go eat with The Jacks, Taylor, Shawn, Carter, Aaron and Hayes.

"What do you guys wanna get", Taylor asked

We agreed on chipotle.

I look in the right corner.

Is Matt trying to make me jealous. They seen to end up everywhere i am.

"I love you Matt", Bethanie said.

He smiled but didn't say it back.

My heart literally broke.

Nash.

Nash.

Nash.

Nash.

I had to remember I'm happy with Nash. i really am i just don't know why seeing Matt made me hurt so badly.