My mind's out of control.
My heart is in pain.
I'm hurting my sweetheart
Again and again.
I'm so scared I'm losing her.
She's my only friend.
I try to say good words
But they just hurt and rend.
Depression is getting the best of me.
Anxiety sets in.
My house is not a home
More like a cage or pen.
I don't know how to express
This heartache that I'm feeling.
I'm causing it myself
And I'm having a hard time dealing.
Thoughts spread in every direction
like bullets from surrounded soldiers nonstop fire burning holes through me my heart races my head does the same my whole body pulses insanity I restrain my fists ball and teeth grind from sadness anger and pain tears come I can't hold them nothing is clear or plain...
What am I doing?
I don't know...
Please help me...
I'm drowning...
Sinking...
I'm so scared...
