The next day I receive a text from guess who?! Cronus...
" Hey you wanna come to the park wvith the gang and I?"
"Sure."
"Cool See ya then Kanny."
"G99d6ye"
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"Im g9nna g9 t9 the park..."
"OKAY BE HOME BEFORE DINNER OR SIGNLESS WILL BE PISSED...."
"9kay whatever..."
"K AND KANKRI?"
"Hmm?"
"Try to have some fun."
"O.K"
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Once I arrived to the park I saw my friends all sitting in a circle laughing and talking. I simply walked over and did not say a thing. Kurloz and Meulin noticed me pretty early. But figured I would say something soon enough. About an hour later I was sitting by a tree on my phone before I heard someone say. "Isn't Kankri coming?" I think it was Arenea. Kurloz and Meulin simply point towards me direction. "Oh Kankri, Your here!" I nod. "How long have you been here?" "A69ut an h9ur..." Arenea scratches the back of her neck. "Sorry we did not know you were here." "9kay?" "Sincerely apologize Kankri. I hope I did not trigger you in any way." I looked her into her eyes my candy red ones rolling. "9kay whatever." I start to walk off. The group follows me. I ignore then until..... "WHAT THE FUCK D9 Y9U WANT?!" Everyone is taken aback by my outburst. "Huh?" Meenah questions. I growl. "I Said what in the everliving fuck d9 y9u want? T9 tell me m9re pe9ple d9nt care Meenah 9r give it a rest well fuck y9u all... Tell me s9mething ab9ut me that y9u kn9w 9f." "...." "G9 9n. Y9u all kn9w me s9 well." "Your in this social justice group thing and you talk all the time." "I quit that 6 m9nths ag9 and I t9ld y9u guys that." "Your celibate." "N9pe. I was raped as a kid. Can't be celibate if y9u are raped and beaton." "Really?" "Yup." "You want to speak in front of a crowd someday." "I t9ld y9u this 9ne I hate what my dad d9es." I add on. "You all 6arely kn9w me. Yet y9u c9nsider me as 9ne. S9me advice Friends don't tell each9ther they d9nt care.
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The words spill off my lips
FanfictionEveryone is done with Kankri speaking all the time. What happens when he goes quiet? But could still speak if he wanted to? Can anyone save him from the self hate? TW: Selfhate, Selfharm, Suicidal, BoyxBoy, Bullying, Silence