*CHANGE*

Hero

Last timea are cruel,
My grandad waving at me as i walked out of my house,THE LAST WAVE
My grandad smiling proudly at me as i showed him my report card,THE LAST SMILE
My grandad patting my back as i shared my decision,THE LAST PAT
My grandad embracing me after a breakdown,THE LAST EMBRACE
My grandad holding me with a comforting look,THE LAST LOOK
My grandad backing me up after a wrong decision,THE LAST BACK UP
My grandad encouraging me to do
what i found hard,THE LAST ENCOURAGEMENT
My grandad helping me to get up after being knocked down by
life,THE LAST HELP
My grandad sleeping peacefully after a goodnight hug, THE LAST SLEEP

The other day he left me,left me forever and i was thrown in darkness,I was broked,shattered,holding onto nothing....
My partner,my best friend,my mentor,my everything just left?
My world collapsed
I use to wonder that he practically taught me everything; to walk,laugh,smile,enjoy,try,work,
admire,strive,to be grateful,make decisions,to love,to care,to carry on..
Ive learnt everything with him beside me never have i ever learnt to do it alone,neither he taught me to do it without him?Why?
Then i craved these words on the walls of my room
"Why did u left me when u never taught me how to live without u?"

4 years since he left,4 years since I craved that question,3 years since i got the answer.Yes,i got the answer to tge question on the wall.
He didnt teach me to live without him because there wa sone more thing i had to learn a thing that i couldve only learn without him
After he left,life went on..I had to pick myslef up so i did
I got up faced a new day strived struggled started new begginings admired what i had made bold decisions and after sometime I looked at the progress i made and smiled ...
I groomed into something i never was
I was a strong girl☺

My grandad was there when i had to learn he gave me all the weapons and taught me to use it and now i strongly apply it when i need them.
I am who i am because of him.He,is tge ultimate hero behind my beautiful work behind my strength.
I know,he would be looking down at me and smiling proudly at the way ive groomed and used his teachings
And i hope and pray that y'all get a person who can be the hero for u the way my grandad has been for me.

"THANK U" I craved the answer below the question on the wall