Saving you

EPILOGUE

All I could think of at that point was that I was too involve, I had managed to get myself into a point of no return and the funny thing was that in spite of it, of the fact that my life was in danger and that even in the best case scenario I would never be the same that I was before. I would never laugh so freely or love so deeply, I was cursed because I chose him.

When you meet someone like him you just know, even from afar, even when some kind of primal instinct is telling you to run the other way, you know he is going to change your life for ever. But the thing is, you don't know if it's going to be for good or bad.

And as a lay here, on the cold ground, gasping for air or hoping that my last breath finally arrives. I wonder, do I really regret it? My blood is pooling around me and I can feel my body going numb but I'm neither afraid nor desperate to move, to try, to fight, because that's what you do when you love someone, you sacrifice. I hear voices and my vision is becoming blurry now, who is it? One of his demons is coming back to see if the job has been done? It can't be him, I save him, he can't come back. As that last thought escapes my mind I finally close my eyes ready to make the biggest sacrifice I have ever made and my mouth smiles because now I know that I wouldn't have done anything any other way.