Lovesick...

Yongguk: I Need You

"Without you, I'm in pain, lovesick."

Yongguk laid in bed after a long performance night, sighing as he rolled over and unlocked his phone, staring at the picture of his love. He smiled sadly as he traced his finger over the way your hair fell, imaging his fingers running through your hair as his forehead rest against yours. Being on this tour was definitely hard but being away from you was even harder. He had come to depend on you so much, but being an idol took him away from you way too often. He always found it challenging to leave you every time he had an extended trip. He rolled over, holding his phone above his head as he pulled open his pictures, flipping through all of the ones of you, missing you more and more with every one. He was lovesick. He was in so deep, everyone knew that. Everyone except you, it seems. He knew you loved him and you knew he loved you, but he had not confessed that you now had become more important than anything in his life. It took several years together to show him, but he had finally found something more important than his passion. You were his be all, end all. One day, he was going to make you his wife. Mrs. Bang Yongguk. That was going to be you, he was positive of it. He sighed, biting his lip as he checked the time. 12am. It would be 2pm where you were, you would be getting off work soon, he knew it. If he were to stay awake for just one more hour, he could get the chance to hear your voice. Maybe then his aching heart would be soothed. He had to get up in seven hours to catch a flight to the next city, but he didn't care. His heart hurt so much, he needed to know you were okay; he needed to hear your voice. The other's walked into his bedroom to say goodnight, casting him a sad look as they saw the state of their leader. Everyone knew this was becoming harder and harder on him, especially lately with being on the other side of the world. He loved his fans and his job, he did, but he adored you. You were his precious girlfriend, his precious love, his precious ______. He checked his phone once again, almost whimpering as he saw only fifteen minutes had pass.

You were cleaning around your desk, checking the time religiously, as the time grew closer and closer. You missed him immensely, more than ever before. You felt your heart aching more than usual and you just knew something was wrong with your Gukkie. You two were pretty in tune with each other, having been together for over three years can do that to a couple. Words weren't needed between you to know what the other was feeling. 2:30. Thirty more minutes until you were off and you could check on him. You wondered if he would even be up, but then again, you felt restless. Something felt wrong and you knew Yongguk was in need of help. Your boss came over, smiling forlornly as she noticed you pacing, antsy to leave. She wasn't just your boss, she was your friend, and she knew exactly what you were going through. She patted your shoulder and gave you permission to leave early, even offering to save all your documents so that you could get out quicker. You hugged her and grabbed your stuff, clocking out and running downstairs. You bit your lip as you looked for your keys, digging through your purse for them and your phone, getting into your car and locking the doors, resting your forehead against the steering wheel as you pressed and held the #1 on your phone, smiling weakly as it dialed Yongguk's number.

Yongguk jumped in surprise as he heard the familiar ringtone, fumbling with the phone to answer it, even almost dropping it. He slid the answer button over and pressed it to his ear, almost shaking as he waited for your voice to come over the speaker and sooth his heart. The two of you stayed silent for a minute or two, just listening to each other breath until finally you spoke up.

"Guk?" your voice was shaky; you were losing control faster than you thought.

"Baby?" he let out a deep contented sigh as he heard your voice, willing himself not to become over-emotional.