"My feet are running to you. I miss you. It hurts so much that I can't hold it in. I will tell you. I love you."You stared at the envelope on the coffee table, the bold words staring up at you as you held your head in your hands. You had applied for a full-ride scholarship for a college, knowing the chances of you receiving it were low, and you never expected to actually get accepted. Everything was perfect; they were basically paying you to go to school there. The only problem, it was overseas. You didn't know how Daehyun was going to react to this news. You and Daehyun had been together for almost three years now, and were as much in love as you were in the beginning. He was your everything, as you were his, but you both knew your boundaries. You knew that he would be traveling a lot and you understood that, so maybe he won't be too worried about you going overseas? It's not like you see much of each other anyway, mainly sticking to video calls and while you were content with him, you were getting antsy just staying home and working all the time. You wanted to follow your dreams and so you applied for the college of your dreams. You had gotten the acceptance letter four weeks ago and had been keeping it from Daehyun, but you hated keeping secrets from him, so you decided to tell him today. You heard a knock on the door and got up, going to answer it and smiling as Daehyun was waiting outside for you.
"Jagiya!" he smiled and came in, wrapping his arms around you and kissing you passionately, "I missed you so much!"
"I missed you too, Dae," you wrapped your arms around his neck, pressing your forehead against his.
"I'm really glad we both had free time today, Jagi," he smiled and kissed you again before you led him to the couch.
"I really need to talk to you, Daehyun," you spoke quietly, seeing him furrow his brow in confusion as his expression went serious. He nodded, coaxing you to start talking. You grabbed the envelope from the table and handed it to him, watching as he took it and opened to, reading it. His face looked proud until he got to the end, seeing the location stamped on the letter.
"______..." he looked up at you, furrowing his brow more, "Y-You're leaving? Going overseas?"
"I... I don't know yet, honestly," you said, taking the letter and setting it aside, "It's an amazing opportunity, Daehyun."
"But you're leaving me," he said, his voice growing angry.
"Dae, please don't look at it like that," you said, feeling your heart beating faster, preparing for the argument that would ensue, "You know this is what I've been wanting from the get go."
"Don't look at it like that?" he repeated, laughing dryly, "That is exactly what this is! You are leaving me, to go to school! You just don't care enough about me to stay!"
"Daehyun, I'm not leaving you, I would just be... moving... temporarily," you said, watching as he stood, waving his arms around, "Please, baby, you know I love you."
"You're completely leaving me! You're leaving me to go to school overseas," he furrowed his brow, his expression showing how angry he was.
"Is it any different from you?" you asked, regretting the words as soon as they came out, watching his expression go sad.
"Don't say that. It's not the same, ______," he said, turning away from you, his voice sounding like he was going to cry.
"Not the same? It's the exact same, Daehyun," you said, standing up and walking over to him.
"It's not the same," he repeated, looking to the floor, "It's not like I want to leave you... I have to."
"To follow your dream?" you asked, tilting your head.
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Lovesick...
FanfictionThis is a collection of oneshots that are inspired by B.A.P's Lovesick, written right after their Dallas Concert in 2014. Each member will be on a different chapter, so please enjoy!